Started with a Rejection

Chapter 4

Nica~

Two hours and I arrived at the pack main territory at first the guards blocked me and when I told them my name they were surprised since they thought I will never comeback and.. have a BIG change. 'We're smokin'!!' my wolf said. 'Yea we are. And now welcome back to us.' I replied to her and parked my baby infront of our house. I remember that my dad was at the pack house, usually because of some pack business because he is the beta. As for my mom I still don't know if she's home.

Grabbing my spare keys, I entered my previous house. No one was home so I decided to go to my room. I threw my things on the floor and quickly lay down on my bed. "I miss this room" , 'brings back memories.' my wolf replied but I know deep inside she still hasn't moved on about our mate. I felt the sleepiness take over me so I gave in.

"Nica...." someone was calling me. "Veronica..." someone? "VERONICA!!!!!" I jumped out of the bed and quickly took my fighting position "WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!........ Oh... mom." my mom narrowed her eyes on me "Language Veronica.. Welcome back home honey." she said and hugged me. I hugged her back "Oh my gosh Veronica you're so pretty" my mom said, "Well, what can i say" I smiled at her. "So, how's dad? Where is he?" I asked "Oh! Yea I almost forgot your dad is at the pack house and he told me to bring you there" she said. "Ok, I'll just go get ready." I told her and she nodded and got out of my room.

I took a refreshing shower and went to my closet. I took a white V-neck shirt that fits the right curves of my body, a washed jean short and my black combat boots. After getting dressed I did my makeup, I apply eyeliner and mascarra and a liptint. "Veronica! Aren't you ready yet honey?" my mom shouted from downstairs, "I'm done! Coming!" I shouted and grabbed my leather jacket. Yes, I have tons of leather jackets. What can I say? That's the thing badasses can't afford to lose.

I saw my mom waiting for me outside, "Let's go?" I said, "Ok, hopp in!" my mom said signaling me to enter the car. "Oh no, Sorry. But I prefer to take my baby" I told her pointing on my black motorcycle. "Then follow me." she said and I just nodded and get on my motorbike.

We arrived at the beautiful mansion which is the pack house and my mom ringed the doorbell. We entered the mansion as soon as they opened it, "Elizabeth! Oh my, How are you?" Mrs. Anderson said while giving my mom a hug. "I'm perfectly fine." my mom returned the hug. "Who's the young lady with you?" Mrs. Anderson asked "This is my daugther silly!" my mom told her, "Oh my gosh! Veronica!. I didn't recognize you dear. You're prettier now...and smokin'!" She chuckled, "Thankyou very much Mrs. Anderson" I smiled at her and she just nodded.

My mom and Mrs. Anderson headed to their mates to discuss something and they said I can take a tour of the mansion. While walking I saw a little boy peeking on the stairs, looking at him he looks like three years old and when he saw me staring at him he quickly ran. I followed the boy and saw him entered a room. When I opened the door he was there sitting on the floor, while he grab his legs to his chest and put down his head on his knees. "Hey there... What's your name?" I asked him, and he slowly lift up his head and looked at me. He has a blonde hair, with beautiful  familiar green eys and light skin. "Ma name ish Wayan (Ryan)" he said shyly. "Hi Ryan, i'm Veronica" I said and flashed him a smile. "Woah! You sho pretty!" He said while his eyes lit up. "Really? Thankyou" he nodded and ask if he can hug me and told him that if would be nice.

I carried him and he hugged me but then there was a low growl and I looked at my back and saw him and his eyes were pitch black. 'Looks like someone's jealous!' my wolf said and I nodded to her. "MINE!" he said and I quickly put down Ryan thinking he might get hurt and Mickel quickly grab me in his arms. He's eyes is still pitch black 'Calm him down, Idiot!!!' my wolf said. "How?!" I asked and I just can see her rolling her eyes 'You know how! Don't play dumb' she said. I looked at Mickel again and nothing changed while Ryan was completely scared, with tears in his eyes because of my mate growling.

I put my hand on his chest "Mickel.... Stop it." I said and his eyes slowly turned green again and he leaned down to my neck and inhaled my scent which send my nerves go crazy. "Mine." he whispered and make me shiver. "I pulled back and went to Ryan "It's alright now Ryan.. He won't hurt you. I'm here" I said hoping he would stop crying and I hugged him while Mickel gave a low growl. I mouthed him to stop it and he looked....hurt. Okay, this is crazy, why is he jealous? I mean it's a kid.... A Freakin' Kid!!! I told Ryan to go downstairs and play first and he nodded.

When Ryan was out I quickly looked at Mickel "What was that?!" I whispered yell. "What?" He asked. "The growl?" I said to him "What? He was hugging you!" he said. "He's a CHILD , dammit! And so what if he hugs me?! It doesn't concern you anymore!" I shouted not whisper-yell. "But you're my mate Veronica! You're mine! Only mine!" He said while looking at me intently. "No I'm not!!! Because you rejected me 2 years ago! Now what? Let me guess you like me now because I changed and look hotter is that it? huh?!?! Well then i'm not surprise but like I said i'm not yours anymore !" I yelled at him and by the looks of it I know our parents probably heard everything I said. When I shifted my eyes on Mickel it was full of regret and hurt, it was painful for me and my wolf to see him like that but then remembering everything he did to us it's really unpleasant memory and feeling for us, "I know... i know all of that, just please give me another chance Veronica. I promise you that I will do anything and everything for you to know how much I needed and love you.. Please just....One more chance Nica.." He said reaching my hands and hollding it but I took my hands back "I don't know Mickel, it's really painful for me, I mean for everyting that had happen 2 years ago and when I came back here hoping that I can fight these feelings, hoping that I can make it that I won't regret coming back here. I was wrong, Everything that had happen 2 years ago is coming back to me, like it was just yesterday.'' I said to him blinking a couple of times so the tears won't come crashing down my face because that will just make me look weak. 

I snapped my head back at Mickel when he started talking again because I can see he was taken aback at what I said "But if you give me a chance-" He said but I cut him off because I can feel my tears won't hold back any longer "I'm sorry but give me time Mickel, this isn't easy for meto just decide again....." I said and open the door just to see our parents standing infront of the room we were just in with worried eyes but then I quickly brushed them off and ran outside to my bike and headed home.