Open Up (Jaeyong) [Complete]

thirteen [M]

"So, you finally decided to wake up? You're missing the movie."

It was nearly an hour and a half later when Taeyong woke. He felt groggy, but his head didn't hurt as bad as it had been.

With a stretch and a yawn, he became fully aware that he was not alone in the bed. No, he was pressed against a halfway naked Jaehyun. And, oh my god, it feel good.

Holding the blanket close to him, even though he was still fully clothed, Taeyong blushed and slowly sat up.

Damn it, why the hell had he fallen asleep? In Jaehyun's bed?

Jaehyun laughed and leaned into Taeyong.

Taeyong pulled away, but could only go so far.

When he was close enough to kiss him, Jaehyun merely leaned his forehead to Taeyong's. With a husky whisper, he said, "Good, your fever has gone down a bit. It's still there, but it's not as high."

"Oh."

Taeyong gulped audibly. It must be because of the fever, but he wanted nothing more than for Jaehyun to kiss him right then.

"I... I didn't realize I had one."

"Well, you did. Here I was trying to get sympathy from you, and you go and get sicker than me. Shame on you."

"Sorry."

"Taeyong?"

"Yes?"

"Stop looking at me like that or I'm going to have to take advantage of you."

Taeyong turned a delightful shade of pink.

"Sorry."

Jaehyun pulled back and rested against the head board.

"Don't be. I kind of like it when you look at me like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you want me to take advantage of you."

Taeyong bit his lip. It had come time to make some decisions. Did he want to go farther in this relationship with Jaehyun? Or did he want to pretend it never happened? Could he live with himself if he just let it slip away?

"Jaehyun?"

"Hmm?"

"Would it be bad?"

Jaehyun looked at him, not quite understanding what Taeyong was asking, but knowing that somehow it was important.

"Would what be bad?"

Taeyong looked at the ceiling.

"Would it be bad if I... wanted you to take advantage, of me?"

Jaehyun nearly swallowed his tongue right then. Somehow, he miraculously kept himself from jumping Taeyong and spoke calmly.

"No, it wouldn't be bad, not if it's something that you really want."

Taeyong looked down at his hands as they played with the blanket.

"I was thinking last night. About things that you said and stuff. I was thinking that whatever is happening between us is very new to me and it scares me a bit, but what scares me more is the thought of not finding out where it goes. I like the fact that it's you. I just don't... I don't want to make it stop."

Jaehyun took a deep breath.

"You know, Taeyong. Once you give me the green light, there is no going back. I want it all, not just some fling. I can't do that, not with you. If I want to kiss you out in public, then that's what I'll do. If I want to go out with you, it will be like a normal date. I want you to be okay with that first or it's just not fair to either of us. Do you understand?"