•Amnesia•

•The Real World•

Jessy's POV.

~School~

i walked down the halls in search of Ashton but he was nowhere to be found is he avoiding me?

after 10 minutes of searching i finally found him he just came out of the principal's office

i ran up to him and said hey Ashton,

hey look i'm sorry about yesterday and i understand you don't want to talk to a criminal like me so i'll just go he said as he walked away

but i went up to him and said no no.. that's not at all what i wanted to say .. i was going to say .. that i am sorry for everything my dad said yesterday and i hope it won't get in the way of our friendship..

Friendship?! you said it yourself we are NOT friends just because we hung out once doesn't mean we're friends besides i don't wanna be seen with an emo freak like you!  your ugly, disgusting and waaaay to emotional! hey look this is the real world just accept it alright?! and with that he pushed past me and just left

i turned around and i just bursted into tears i guess he's right.. whatever just walk away jess walk away conceal don't feel don't let them know

~After School~

I turned the lock and put my headphones on and played the song Sirens by Cher Lloyd

i walked peacefully until i felt someone following me from behind i kept glancing at the back but i couldn't see anyone

so i shook off the feeling and continued walking

once i got inside the house i changed into a pair of shorts and a plain white tee then suddenly someone knocked on the door

i rushed downstairs and opened the door and i saw a boy about my age blonde hair good looking and a just a bit taller than me

he smiled awkwardly and said uh.. Hi .. I'm Chad . Chad Hemmings and me and my family just moved here we're next door and my mom baked a pie for you

i smiled accepted the pie and said aww that's really sweet tell your mom i said thanks and oh um i'm Jessica Saville but you can call me Jessy or Jess

he smiled back and said nice too meet you jess but.. i.. i gotta go i'm sure i'll see you around

yeah i'll see you around bye i said

and then he walked away and went to the other house next door

but just when i was about to go back to my room there was another knock on the door

i groaned and walked hesistantly towards the door i opened it and saw Ashton -_-

wow, i didn't know you knew how to knock i said sarcastically

but then he closed the door and entered

look i came here to explain he said while scratching the back of his neck

you don't have too you made it pretty clear at school earlier i said sitting at the couch

look i'm sorry i didn't mean what i said i was just having a really bad day and i kinda got pissed about last night. alright i'm sorry he said softly

just shut up and get the hell out of here i don't need your explaination i'm sick and tired of your reasons and explanations i shouldn't be acting this way but.. i actually felt a bit happy with you everything was going well and that's a surprise because usually nothing goes well for me and i do accept the real world Ashton i do! and i understand it, it's unfair and cruel and yeah i'm sorry too if i'm useless just like my parents said i am i'm sorry if i make mistakes but i'm only human just a little human and i crash and i break down i'm sorry... i yell crying as i kneeled down the floor

ashton kneeled down too and faced me while wiping my tears away with his finger and said hey.. it's okay.. i'm sorry.. i'm really sorry ..

i looked into his eyes and he did the same his eyes would look into my eyes then my lips our lips we're inches away he closed his eyes and kissed me

i was shocked but i just closed my eyes and kissed him back

it was the perfect first kiss. i felt butterflies in my stomach the good kind that is

our kiss was passionate but when pulled away he said i'm sorry jessy i

.. i.. should go .. he said as he stood up and headed towards the door but before he left he looked at me and smiled..

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