Poetry

You

It was you I found 

around you I was safe and sound

I loved every single goddamn part of you 

You always gave advice and seemed to know what to do

So i trusted you pretty-much immediately 

Told you that stuff i had told nobody

Told you everything my deepest darkest secrets

and you swore to me you'd always be there to keep them

Things were great for a while man you really helped 

You actually cared how sad and fucked up i felt 

soon everything changed our relationship starts to fall

i still believed you'd be the one through it all 

maybe you just needed time and it would all be fixed 

a month passed and it was your presence that I missed 

I called you out on it I just wanted to see you more then every two weeks

getting back to deep depression people starting to worry bout me 

they were starting to notice I was going crazy 

and to think all I wanted was you next to me

 you told me you loved me and you're sorry for the distance 

but you needed to figure out your situation at home 

that there was stuff you needed to think about on your own

and you missed me too 

soon i started to suspect you were seeing some other girl

felt to me like you were on the other side of the world 

you claimed they were just friends

but i had no way of knowing that in the end

i noticed how you never opened up never told me bout your life 

you were cutting into me deeper like my skin against the knive

that night you called me it was around midnight

remember that's when we had our biggest fight

you called back the next morning crying, saying you were sorry 

it was these words that caused me anxiety and worry:

your life was probably over unless you could find a way to spit up all those pills

i remember the feeling i had i thought you were gone across my arms i had chills

i was crying waiting for you to return my calls 

when you finally did i worked with you to break down those walls 

you found out i brought that blade to my skin 

you were so upset i told you it would never happen again

we forgave each other moved on

for a while there our relationship was hella strong 

it seemed everything was doing good

we were getting along happy just like we should 

til i found that picture of you laying with that girl

the sick feeling inside i felt like i was gonna hurl

you talked it out with me said she was just a friend 

said "baby-girl don't worry its you and me in the end"

and we kissed and it was great I was really happy for the first time in a while

I knew you were feeling the same when i looked up at your sweet smile

Its been three months now since we met and you're still getting better

And I'm staying by your side see we're gonna fix this together

Yes we've both done wrong before but now its in the past

I'm hoping 100 years more is how long we'll last

yeah things are hard and sometimes they get bad

but we've learned to talk it out when we get those feelings of being mad

you see for me this something I've grown to see

that communication is one hundred percent key

He's helped me grow and see that I am worth it 

confidence coming back bit by bit 

i'm helping him realize the past doesn't have to carve your future

lately he's not putting himself through guilt and torture

were both getting out of our depression 

we decided happiness is a better obsession 

Thanks for always being my very best friend 

I know you'll be the one at the very end

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- Leigh

So i'm gonna talk about this one a bit because this one is true. This is about a real relationship i am in right now, some stuff i talked about was probably sensitive for some people but it was very true. There is a difference between this relationship i'm writing about and unhealthy relationships. If you ever need to talk about something or have any questions hit me in the PM's. 

I know this isn't my best one and its still under editing but i like it and i feel better after putting it out there. \

:)