Jinxed (Going Back) Book 1

Prologue

and just as my feet got unstuck he saw me and he smiled (wait what he smiled?) i felt sick all over again i felt dizzy and everything got hazy and the all i saw was black darkness i felt nothing it felt peace full finally

and then i saw a light and a face darn it!

"Are you okay sweety" the school nurse said

"where am i? What Happened ?" i asked her

"Your in the nurses office at school and you fainted Honey" she said

i tried to get up but i got dizzy again

"easy don't get up just yet you took a hard blow to the head when you fell" she said so softly

"h...how did i get here?"

"your brother brought you he said he saw you stand there and you just collapsed he was so worried bit he had classes" i bet shes lying to make me feel better

"i have to go i have classes" i needed to leave i felt traped

"no you don't honey i called your mother to come and pick you up"

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my mother came and picked me up and i was glad i didn't have to go to school today at this moment i was alone at home my mom just dropped me off and went back to work i was laying on my bed listening to music trying to clear my mind but everything in my head was spinning i was tired but couldn't sleep because then i would dream

i stayed in my room the entire day there was a knock on the door and as i got up to answer it i felt sick again what if it was him to be honest i was scared i was scared in my own house in school and everywhere i went i couldn't take it as i was about to ask who it was

"Alexis Open this damn door i want to talk to you" my mother said

i felt relieved it was her i opened the door

"hi mom Whats up" i tried acting normal even thou i was sick to my stomach

"guess who is coming home this weekend?" she sounded exited i knew who it was

"OMG Aaron?" i Asked her really exited you see Aaron is my older brother he lives and works in Los Angeles and we almost never see him because he is alway busy but that's something that runs in the family

"yes he will be here Saturday morning make sure your home" she said walking away "dinner is in 10" she said but i couldn't eat or think about food

"I'm not hungry mom i just eat sorry" i was laying again but she believed it again she didn't realize there was something wrong this just made me realize again i was alone

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the rest of that week went by pretty quick thank goodness i was still being bullied everyday i made sure to avoid marc and i felt sick everyday i almost never eat it was Friday today i was at my locker getting my books for the weekend classes was over and i was headed home finally when i felt someones presents near my i turned around and there he was Marc O'Brien My nightmare come alive

"Hey Sweetheart Guess what? He put both his arms on either sides of my trapping me

"P..please marc just leave me alone" i stuttered so scared i couldn't breath

"i told you it wasn't over" he whispered in my ear i wanted to puke "see you tonight sweetheart"

and he walked away i was broken right there with those four words my world came crashing down i needed to get away to get away from everything i didn't care anymore i just wanted everything to stop

i ran home went in to my room nobody was home i new my parents wernt coming home soon i went into my room crying i went straight to my bathroom this had to end i opened the Fosse to the bath and listened to the water rushing in to the tub i went to my journal i wrote everything in there i wanted to leave my loved ones an explanation i needed to i wrote everything down i got into the tub cloths and all i took my razor blade and i began cutting it felt good the blood rushing out of my body all the pain all the worries everything leaving my body it all went black

but it didn't end there Aaron came a day early and heard the water running as he came into the bathroom his heart stoped he called 911 and they came and took my to the ER they saved me he saved me but Alexis Swift Died that day the girl with blue eyes and ugly light brown hair she was fat and ugly

after i was released everyone was worried it was the start of summer so Aaron convinced my parents to let me go and stay with him that summer i got a new beginning i went to the gym everyday i loved to go running and rock climbing and kick boxing i went from light brown hair to dirty blonde hair i lose'd weight and when school started i was Lexi Swift i lived in Los Angeles

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1 year later

i loved it there i had the perfect boyfriend Eric i had the most amazing best friend Mandy And i was in a band with them i loved to sing and write songs it was my way of expressing myself i didn't want to go back to North Brooke ever again

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Hey guys sorry for all the sad depressing details but i needed you to understand Lexi's Past And it was a nice way for you to meet some of the characters i hope you like this story its my first Hugs+Kisses ;-P