Weredog

Three Days To Learn

"I have only ever left my birth place but twice in my many years." He stated.

"Where did you go flying off too?" I asked.

"China. It was of no interest to me."

"Oh. Well, I guess we could just visit then. Probably for the best. Wouldn't want a time paradox to be created." I said holding back my disappointment.

"No. It will cause no harm. I have lived on these lands for long enough. Should you wish to leave I will support you." He assured.

"Thank you." I said finally looking at him the moment he had turned his head to look at me. "Really, you don't know what it means to me. Thank you." I repeated.

"It is of now consequence to me. For you are the one who must wait hundreds of years to have familiarity returned." He brushed off.

"You do have a point." I sighed looking back outside. "It is just a shitty situation me and the gang have found ourselves in. Hundreds of years in the past. In a land that isn't our home. At least we're no longer surrounded by beings we once thought were myths."

"You have adapted well, and will continue to do so."

"Ha! I don't think so. I might be willing to bend over backwards for the back but I'm still a stubborn bitch. You'll sooner see me whip out a dick than wear those fucking high ass sandles and walk around with my hands folded like a proper lady." I snorted.

"That isn't physically possible, least not to my knowledge." He said lightly. I looked back at him with a grin.

"Master Splinter trying to make funny huh?" I said chuckling. "Don't worry, it isn't yet. Give it a few hundred years. Then I might just come back one day a man."

"However this is done I will not permit it." Sesshomaru said firmly.

"Dude, homophopic much? Man you are in for a very rude awakening in a few hundred years. I can't wait to see your face when it happens."

"I have no qualms of other's preference. However, I would rather you stay what you were born to be naturally." He clarified.

"So are you saying if I became a man you wouldn't want me anymore?" I huffed.

"I would simply demand the transformation reversed."

"I'll take that as you would stick with me. That's kind of sweet of you. I don't give you enough credit." I sighed.

"Perhaps I have been neglecting to show you more intimate parts of me as a reminder." He said taking some of the blame onto himself.

"Oh Sesshomaru, I kind of wish we can turn back the time. Fuck, if I knew all this shit was going to go down I would've sat you down and been straight up." I groaned feeling incredibly stupid.

"This is why I have brought us here. If both are willing to forgive the past it no longer needs to be erased." He informed.

"You make it sound simple. Not everything can be forgiven or forgotten." I said looking away in shame.

"It can and will be if only you will it so." He assured me. I looked back at him feeling myself about to cry.

"How can you say that? Why are you so willing? I hurt you, I'm no better than HE was." I seethed angrily at myself past the lump in my throat.

"The male you speak of, never relate yourselves again. His actions were to hurt, your's was out of defense. It was unnecessary but you have learned as such. It is time to let go. You can not trust certain beings. Their fickle, changing from pure to wicked on a whim. Tell me, am I a fickle being?" He asked.

"No." I whispered feeling my face burn as a tear fell down my face. He and all he did seemed calculated and steady. He was unpredictable at time but at the same time he was never truly fickle. There was a method to his madness. When he changed from cold to a closet sweet heart, as Kagome puts it, it took awhile. He was sure, steady and strong! Something that I....needed. I leaned forward placing myself onto my hands and knees again.

"You shall never be miss treated. Your place as my equal at my side has be set in stone. Do you trust my word?"

"Yes." I declared crawling to him. Over the wood pile, I scurried to him. Once close he lowered his knee allowing me to climb onto him. I didn't waste time hooking my fingers under the top of his armor. I yanked and lean my head forward causing my head to bang against his armored chest. I didn't care, I just needed this.

His arms circled around me as I sobbed silently. I just started apologized and justifying. Trying to let him understand me and what happened better. I felt pathetic at first but after a little I only felt relief. Mom was right, tears are good for the soul. Every drop cleans you.

JMJ- PRESSURE, CUSHING DOWN ON ME! CRUSHING DOWN ON YOU!

CYN- HEY GUYS, IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I UPDATED AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I'M SORRY. I WAS HAVING A VERY BAD TIME. MY HOLIDAY WAS A VERY SHITTY ONE AND I FEEL INTO A MINI DEPRESSION. I'VE DUG MYSELF OUT WHICH IS WHY I WROTE THIS CHAPTER FINALLY. DON'T WORRY, I'M NOT GOING TK STOP WITH THIS BOOK.

KIA- ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S GETTING TK THE GOOD PART! FUCKING PERFECTION!

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