IM GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF FOLKS ASKING ME IF IM OKAY I MEAN ITS NOT LIKE YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN IM GETTING SICK AND TIRED IF ALWAYS FUCKING LYING NI IM NOT OKAY NOW I WOULD REALLY FUCKING APPRECIATE IT IF YALL WOULD QUIT ASKING ME IF IM OKAY. I HAVE FUCKING DEPRESSION, ANGER ISSUES, TRUST ISSUES, AND I HAVE PLANNED EVERY LAST FUCKING DETAIL OF ME KILLING MYSELF IM STARTING TO NOT EAT AS MUCH IM STARTING TO GEMORE EXHAUSTED THROUGHOUT THE GODDAMN DAY I DONT GET ALL THAT MUCH SLEEP NOWADAYS I WANT TO CRY BUT I CAN'T THE TEARS WONT FALL DOWN MY FUCKING FACE MY I GET SO FUCKING DOWN THAT MY CHEST HURTS AND ITS HARD TO FUCKING BREATH INSTEAD OF TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER IM ON FUCKING OTHER THINGS TELLING OTHER FUCKING PEOPLE THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE FUCKING ANSWER WHILE I'M SITTING THERE WANTING TO END MY FUCKING LIFE I BELIEVE THAT IT'S MY FAULT MY FUCKING FATHER IS DEAD I HAVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE THAT I CARED FOR AND LOVED TO LEAVE MY FUCKING LIFE AFTER THEY PROMISED TO STAY I AM BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR WHEN I WAS MAYBE 5 I EXPERIENCED SOMETHING SIMILAR TO THE PAIN I FELT WHEN MY DAD JUST NOT AS FUCKING SEVERE IVE WATCHED MY MOTHER GET FUCKING HIT BEFORE IVE HAD MY MOTHER TRY TO KILL HERSELF BECAUSE HER FUCKING BOYFRIEND THREATENED TO LEAVE HER AND SHE ONLY KNEW HIM FOR A LITTLE WHILE SO PLEASE QUIT ASKING ME IF IM OKAY WHEN ITS OBVIOUS THAT IM NOT FUCKING OKAY GOD DAMNIT
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A Thought Book
RandomAs you can tell from the title this will just be a thought book. Thoughts that I need to get out. Thoughts about different things. Basically just thoughts from my head. My thoughts will be written the same way I think them. Obviously you don't got t...
