Our love will never change

Todays a big day!!!
A day where I will be confessing something to someone.
So easy right?
No.
But I'm doing it anyway.
Oh yeah! Have I told you yet?
I'm Brandon.
A 16 year old boy who tries to tell a girl( Emily) how I feel.
Yeah I know right that kind of thing.
I'm trying my best to find the best time and place to tell her.
And in my mind it's our daily walk home from school.
Yes, we do walk home together.
Just the two of us.
I ment Emily when I was toddler.
And we became bestfriends.
Ok ok wait, I know your probably thinking
" Oh you guys are bestfriends it won't be hard to tell her "
But no, it is hard.
Why you ask?
Ohhh...umm...
BECAUSE SHE IS MY BESTFRIEND AND I DON'T WANT OUR FRIENDSHIP TO BE BROKEN.
Ehem where were we?
Oh yeah the walk.
As we were walking home I finally had the guts to tell her.
I started of by saying
" Emily, umm I have something to tell you "
She looked worried and scared like I was going to eat her. But anyways
She said that she also had something to tell me.
So I told her why not say what we need to tell each other at the same time (yeah I'm an idiot I know).
But she said ok.
So she counted 1 to 3 then we both said it.
"I said I like" you and she said " I have feelings for you " then we were both in shock but at the same time happy.
I had butterflies in my stomach so nervous about what she was going to say.
But silence came so I decided to ask her
" Can you be my girlfriend? "
She happily said "YES"
So yeah we dated for a long time, even if we went to different schools in college.
We both graduated. She was an architect and I was an engineer.
About now I was 26 and she was 24.
Yes two years, she studied early.
Emily was the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. She always showed me that she loved me. She did everything for me.
All in all she was amazing.
But one day I felt so sick so Emily brought me to the hospital. There we found out a heart breaking news.
I had... cancer.
When Emily found out about it she broke down into tears.
But the doctor said I can still be saved.
So when I was in the hospital, Emily took care of me. But even if I was in the hospital Emily would always stay with me day and night.
She would always tell me jokes and tell me funny things. She was always happy.
Or then I thought.
I found out everytime she went out to get me something she would cry.
She would cry not stop because she was scared that she might loose me.
But I knew that a month before Emily passed away.
She died because of depression.
She overdosed on drugs and killed herself.
It was hard to accept that the fact that she didn't think I would still live.
But I wasn't mad at her.
I know how it feels when your scared and worried because I suffer from anxiety.
Now I am cancer free but still to this day I still miss Emily. I will never forget how much she loved me and how we show our love for each other. But even if Emily is not with me physically, she's with me in my heart where ever I go.

And I believe that
" Our love will never change "