Lie (Jimin X reader)

You

"what now (Y/N)? I am tired, we just finished our live" he sighted out.
"I know, I saw it. You were good" I smiled.
"Of course" he looked away, wiping his face.
Then he stared at my face.
"What?" I tilted my head.
"Just tell me"
"I have nothing to tell" I looked away with an angry expression.

"For god's sake (Y/N)!" my boyfriend sighted out.
"What now?!" I rolled my eyes.
"It's always like this. Looking at me, thinking why don't you do this and why don't you do that. You are not my freaking mother!"
"How many times have you told me that you would do it? For the past month! You told me, I am going to do it today, wait and see!"
"I already told you! My manager says no!" he growled at me.

"Liar, I talked to him! He said it was okay, as long as you take responsibility!" I spat back at him.
"I haven't had time"  he looked away.
"Time to what. You were the one who wanted to reveal our relationship to the fans and media."

"This is my career we are talking about! I am not just your boyfriend! I am an idol! I am suppose to belong to everyone!"
"why did you start dating me then?"
"Because I love you of course!!" he yelled back at me.
"Love me? I don't know what to believe anymore!"

"I really do love you, but you are too clingy. I don't have time for you!"
"SO NOW THIS IS MY FAULT?!"

"Yeah, you are bothering me all the time (Y/N)!"
"Oh, so when I want to know what you are up to, I am bothering you?!"

"Yeah! I mean, I don't have time to update you all the time!"
"I am not expecting it either! but when you are texting me, why do you expect me to answer right away? Why are you getting angry at me when we talk!"

"Because you should answer right away!"
"Why?"
"You have nothing better to do right?!"
"Really? That's what you think of me??" I asked in a lower voice.
"I have a life too you know!!" I raised my voice.

"let's just end this" he sighted out walking away from me.

I stomped out of the building, feeling anger boiling in my blood.
"I swear to god" I cursed looking up at the night sky.
"How the hell is this my fault!" I kicked a rock with all my might.

"I love you, my fans will understand, I tell them today" I mumbled his words.
"Hahahahah, liar" I let out a coward laugh.

Slowly, my tears started to well up in my eyes.
One by one fell from my eyes and ran down my cheek.

"Did you really love me?" I asked myself as I started to wipe away my tears.
"Why did you take my feeling for granted" I sobbed while wiping away my tears.

I sat down in a park beside SBK studio, wondering where to go. (Is KBS a copyright thing??)
The tears still ran down my cheeks, but gave up on wiping them away.
I mean, I was just tired of everythting.
Why did this happened?
I gave so much, and I really thought he was the one for me.

After getting some of my frustration out, I sat down at the bench again, closing my eyes.

"A-are you okay?" a voice called out.