Hacking into my Hyper-linked Heart

Chapter 30-Letting Go

I didn't say a word.

"You did....didn't you?" Sally asked unsure.

I nodded my head as I still hid behind my hands. I heard gasps leaving from each of the girls. "Does that mean you're not..." Leah let her sentence trail of. I nodded my head again.

There was silence.

I peeked through my fingers to see the girls with their mouth wide open. I moved my hands away from my face to ask in annoyance, "Why are you lot so shocked?"

The first to break the silence was Holly, "CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE WITH LEMON ON TOP! WE NEED TO CELEBRATE!" Holly shrieked so loud that for a second I thought I heard my ear pop.

"Yes we do." Leah was the second to come out of the shock state.

"Hold up, first we need to know every detail." Sally retorted.

"Was he a good kisser?" Leah asked dreamily.

"Forget kissing! Was he good in bed?" Holly asked in excitement as they all crept closer to me with huge grins on their faces.

"I-I am not discussing this with you lot." I muttered.

"Why not?" frowned Holly. "I always tell you girls all the details."

"Yes but do we ask you! No! My poor innocent ears had to endure the pain again and again when you talked about every detail with different guys." I snapped. I looked at Holly and it seemed my remark unsettled her, I instantly felt bad. "Fine! But all I am saying is it was so great I never knew it could feel so good."

"Was he gentle or did he take you like an animal?" Holly asked in eager.

I folded my arms, "I am not talking about this anymore."

"I agree with Myra." Sally nodded her head. "I understand you want to keep it to yourself because it is something special to you."

"Yes it is."

"Argh! I hate you girls." Holly muttered.

I cleared my throat before speaking up, "I do have something to tell you guys." The girls looked at me curiously waiting for me to utter the words. "I told Ethan that I love him."

"You did what!" They shouted together. I couldn't help but laugh at their reaction. I went on telling them how we confessed our love for each other. The girls did gasp and awed as I retold them what happened.

"So are you two a couple now?" Leah asked.

"I am so jealous!" Holly whined.

"I know, we should have ignored all the men and stayed a virgin maybe we could have snapped our own Ethan Cole." Leah stated.

"Excuse me; it wasn't a game plan for me to have Ethan Cole. It meant something to me to wait for the right person and it happened to be Ethan." I retorted at them.

"Girls shhhh!" Sally demanded. "So are you two a couple?" She repeated the question. Holly opened her mouth to utter something but as soon as Sally glared at her she decided not to.

"I don't know. He hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend." I muttered softly as I gazed at the carpet making sure not to look at the girl's expression. It was nice telling them that we had confessed our love but telling them that I don't know if we are a couple is a downer.

"I'm sure he's just getting his head around everything and must have forgotten to ask you." Sally said trying to make me feel better.

"Or he might already see you guys as a couple." Leah added.