Kia Story

Part 7 Finding James

James: "wow I'm lost for words right now I don't know what to say"

Me:"you can start by telling me how you went to jail" 

James: "it was some dumb shit, we robbed some dudes and cashed the car we stole" 

Me: "fucking dummy , see shit like that is what need to change you have a little girl that need 

your in life" 

James: "I know Kia I know , and I need you to be my biggest motivation"

Me: "no this little girl inside my stomach is your motivation" 

James: " I just want things to go back to being normal"

        Seem like this asshole got out of jail and want to change his life because when I told him I 

was pregnant when we was in the car, he didn't sound to happy. I guess prison changed his mind

 but I'm going to remind him of his dumb thoughts , I'll just forgive him and let him be a father to

 Ka'Loni

Me: "lets meet Saturday"

James: "now that's my baby" 

     He was getting excited but it's not like the old times. I'm not fucking him with Ka'Loni in my 

stomach, as a mother I find that shit nasty as fuck. But we hung out, and he start talking about 

how he missed me when he was in jail. All I wanted to say was I do not give a dam about no jail 

story, this baby inside of me is much more important, but I  didn't say nothing because I didn't 

want to make him mad.  He didn't say not one time , what the baby need?, what she didn't have?

 , do she got this ? , do she got that?, he was just talking about jail the whole time. I guess he had

 a good time in there because his ass was going on and on about how they made him clean up 

the kitchen because he got into a fight and beat this dude ass, Its like this asshole was on 

vacation and I was left behind gain 5 pounds a day and in and out of the doctors office. 

A girl walked pass with a little boy in a stroller and that reminded him to start talking about Ka'loni.  

James : ''sorry kia, I was just going on and on about this dam jail ahaha we need to talk about this baby, so how is it" 

kia: '' the shit hurt, my back. ankles and feet hurt all the time, i'm in and out of the doctors office, I feel hungry every 30 mins, you don't have all day to hear what this baby is doing to me aha"

James: '' Damn ma' . I'ma come by your house tomorrow and drop off newborn diapers, do she need bottles are you breastfeeding her'

kia: '' she still gone need a bottle , i'm not pulling out my tities in public''

James: '' yea cus them still mines.'' 

I know dam well this mothafucka not talking about my tities still belong to him, I told his ass I 

don't want nothing to do with him on that level. He just my baby daddy, thats all, nothing else.

 I must admit I dick was good but I'll problem call him for some of that later when the baby get 

here. I'm not thinking about his dick right now, this baby keep moving. 

Kia: ''okay, im about to head home now, im tired, give me hug" 

When he gave me a hug, he grabbed my ass and start squeezing it. I start getting horny so quick

 but that was only because I  didn't have sex the whole time I was pregnant. I let him get his 

touch, I didn't mind. I had to play it cool by walking off but him and I both know I wanted to stay.

 I have to give it a while before we get back together. I was still in love with him, i'm not gone lie,

I just need to let know that he can't just up and go to jail on his daughter without telling me. 

He knew he still had me wrapped around his finger, but it will take time before I let him back in. 

That little going to jail shit he pulled was something I'll never forget.