Black

Part 2

It doesn't matter. But it does.

It's alright. But it isn't.

I'm fine. But I am not.

I say it's okay. But it isn't.

I'm here. But I am  not.

I don't know who I am, where I am, How I am, what I am. I am just me. But I know I am not. 

 I can see everything. 

I can hear everything.  

I can feel everything.

But I don't know what is going on.

I am lost. Forgotten. 

I am nobody. 

I am gone. Completely.

I- I've dissipated into layers of emotion. I'm full of sadness, tears, pain, desolation, moroseness and hopelessness.

And there is no one to pull me out.