The World Is Ugly

back home

it all started with a simple text, 'hi', simple it seems, but simple its not, you see, you usually text in caps, for example "EY YO SUP BRAH HOW YA DOIN", but no, it was diffrent that day, something was wrong, I had to know.

"hey light, you okay?" I texted back, hoping you'd answer, and you did, but after a while.

"Im fine." you replied.

"No, you're not fine. whats wrong lightning, whats going on? is Italy not working for you?"

"No no no no Italy is amazing I love it there everything is alright don't worry"

"are you sure?"

"yes I'm sure I just wanted to tell ya I'm coming home today at 3am um yea im in the airport rn so yea cya"

"cant wait!"

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I threw my jacket on and grabbed my car keys as I opened the door and damn it was cold, I wondered how you would handle it, I missed you, I missed everything about you, your beautiful smile, your icy blue eyes, your long soft hair, pitch black, you were so perfect to me, you still are, and always will be the most amazing, beautiful, smart, human I layed my eyes on, heck I thought you were an angel, to me you are an angel, a fallen angle.

The airport was empty, not a lot of people were there, it looked like a romance scene, but instead of a couple like romance, it's a friendship one, between you and me. we were friends for a long time now, you are everything to me, but to you, I'm more like a brother, I wish we were more than that, but its impossible, or well, to me it was, no one can ever like someone like me, especially you, I don't know why but, its just, I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough for you it's just, I'm to scared to confess because if i do, I'm scared you'll hate me, i know it sounds childish but, I'm too scared to loose you, you mean the world to me, and I cant live with out you, not even in a million years.

I waited patiently for you, just like how I waited 3  years for you to come back. it started to get a bit crowded, but not a lot, i started loosing hope, i kept telling my self its a dream, you're not coming back, but i was sure it wasn't a dream, because if it was, i would've been awake by pinching myself one million times, and the fuhked up mind i have, i started thinking what if the plane crashed or something, or maybe you took a taxi or something. i just shrugged it off because i knew that worrying would get me nowhere, so i just put on my ear phones and started listening to music.

fifteen or seventeen minutes had passed and there you are, waving, smiling, i smiled back as i walked towards you, you did the same, and in a matter of seconds we were hugging.

"i missed you so much" you whispered, i missed your voice, your whisper

"i missed you more" i replied, mentally smacking my self after realizing what i said, but to my surprise, you just chuckled, that chuckle was so cute i almost exploded.

I took your small suit case and your backpack cuz im nice and drove you to my place. i asked you about how Italy was and stuff when i was driving but, i noticed something was wrong, you looked paler and a bit, skinnier?, thinner?, i don't know but, you looked different, your eyes, they looked sad, broken, i had to know but decided not to bother you and ask you later, you were probably exhausted and needed some rest.

we finally reached my place. you looked exhausted,i thought ill take you to your room, you needed some sleep.

"goodnight" i told you

"so long and goodnight" you chuckled

i just smiled and got out your room, leaving you be, i had alot in mind to show you, and tomorow, ama make it special for ya, it will be the best day in your life.

EY YO SUP GUYS ITS ME THE AUTHOR JUST WANTED TO SAY THIS CHAPTER IS GEES POV UM YEA HOPE YOU LOVED THIS CHAPTER IM SORRY ABOUT MY SHITTY WRITING IM JUST BORED AF ANYWAYS YEA HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO UPDATE SOON OR WHATEVER AND YEE ANYWAYS CYA FUHKERS  -mercy