My heart constantly weeps,
It cries out loud,
It feels like its been sunk in an ocean deep.
I am no longer happy no longer proud.
All I feel is pain and sorrow.
Constantly I am blamed,
For things that are not my fault.
This endless torture, like an empty abyss.
My heart aches.
It cries,
Like you and I.
It is not my fault I did not live up to your standards.
It is not my fault I am not like you,
I am my own individual,
And there is nothing you can do.
Did I anger you for making my own life descisions?
Is that why you hate me so?
You came into my life,
I didn't ask you to,
Then you went in and out and left me to rot.
My heart is aching,
It is sobbing,
I am human and I too feel sadness.
So don't you dare pin the blame on me.
Don't you dare throw your emotions at me.
You have already left deep gashes in my soul and heart,
And your words pierce me like poison darts.
I tried to forgive you,
But you tossed it away typical for you to do.
Tell me who do you think you are?
You tore up my heart and gave it to me in pieces.
Then you spat in my face in disgust and left me in the dark.
What am I to you?
Have we not shared a connection?
So what had caused you to turn against me?
What made you turn everyone else against me?
If you wish to sever this bond, then go ahead,
Take the scissors and cut the black, repulsive ribbon that binds us.
My heart still aches,
It longs for peace,
Like a window it breaks,
My soul still longing for release.
I am not mirror,
I do not reflect words back at you,
But like a mirror my surface gets scratched.
My soul is crying,
My heart is slowly dying,
Just stop.
I know you feel pain too,
And I know you have gone through alot.
But please don't throw your emotions at me, don't throw your anger at me, I am not a stress ball,
I am human,
I am your friend,
Why do you want to break the tie?
Why do you wish to hurt me furthur?
Why?
Why do you wish to torment my heart?
Why?
Why do you give me heartache?
Why?
My heart constantly weeps,
It cries out loud,
It feels like its been sunk in an ocean deep.
I am no longer happy no longer proud.
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Struggles of the Heart.
PoetryDo you have any struggles? does you heart constantly ache? At least one of these short poems should relate to you... Just know if you relate to any of the poems, you are not alone, we are with you every step of the way, dont ever give up! P.S. if y...
