MsButterfly's BHOCAMP One-Shots

We Can't Be ( Cathlea and Jarrence )

Napapitlag ako ng marinig ko siyang nag salita mismo sa likod ko.

I can feel his hand on my waist.

"Jarrence...please..lumayo ka na."

"No."

"This is wrong."

"No...wala tayong ginagawang masama."

hinarap ko siya.

tumutulo na yung luha ko.

"Wala ba? Well ano ang tawag mo kapag nalaman to ni ania? Kapag nasaktan siya at si terrence? Hindi pa ba masama yon?"

natahimik siya.

he dont want to hurt ania and terrence..katulad ng hindi ko din sila gustong saktan.

"You see? So let's forget that this ever happened."-me

"You feel something for me...and I feel something for you..."

"We need to forget those too."

"I cant."

"You can..you need to."

"Can you?"

ako naman ang hindi nakasagot.

can i?

can I forget about it? Like nothing happened?

"I dont know...pero susubukan ko...kung para kay ania..kung para kay terrence...gagawin ko."-me

"No! You cant forget about me! I love you! Naiintindihan mo ba yon? Mahal kita...ayokong makita na mag kasama kayo ni kuya...na magkahawak ng kamay...na magkayakap...gusto ko na makitang kasama kita. gusto ko na mayakap kita...bakit hindi pwede?"

"Kasi alam nating mali."

umiling si jarrence.

I didnt expect it.

but I dont have the strength to resist.

he pulled me then...

he kissed me.

tuluyan na akong napa iyak...he hugged me close.

"Alam mo namang hindi pwede eh....please..lumayo ka na. Mahal kita...inaamin ko yon. Pero si terrence, kapatid mo siya..si ania best friend ko. Mahal ko sila kaya kahit masaktan ako ayos lang."

"Paano ka? Paano ako? Kaya naman kitang ipaglaban kay kuya..haharapin ko ang galit niya...but I wont leave you."

"Si ania?"

he didnt answer me.

because I know...

its unbearable...imagining ania hurt...because of us.

"What will happened now?"-me

"We can do this...I know we can. Pero dont ever ask me to leave....because thats the only thing I cant do."