''Boy, I can't seem to get you outta my head
But there's something about you that makes me smile
Don't change, I like the way you make me feel
Can we take our time and do this for a while''-SWV
Lauren has a life that any woman could want. She has...
"Shush!" I held my hand out. "Do you know what I had to do today in order to keep ya yellow skinned ass happy?" She stood there quiet as a mouse.
"I had to lie and hurt another persons feelings just to so I couldn't betray your trust but that ain't worth shit. Not with what I had to go through. You know I rarely lie and hurt peoples feelings cause I know what it is like,why the hell would you put me in this position,Lauren?!"
"Why are you so mad 'bout it Beyonce?"
"You know why the fuck I'm mad about it,Lauren. Cause I lied to him,I'm gon be half the reason why my niece or nephew won't have a daddy in they life. If you were smart enough to wake up and smell the fuckin' coffee you would have enough sense to tell him that you're having his baby!"
"Beyonce you know why I won't tell him that!"
I crossed my arms and smiled sarcastically. "Yes I know why Lauren. But right now that's really a damn excuse to me. Just like it takes 2 to tango,it takes 2 to make a baby. Now you let me know what is really important in this situation,risking of being a cause of breaking up an relationship or having a father in your child's life?" Once again she had nothin' to say.
"I-I just wanted to thank you. For what you did for me,I heard everything that went behind the curtains and I now I know it was hard for you and I thank you so much but I so much rather keep it an secret now,he thinks I'm pregnant with Kaleb's baby when I never slept with Kaleb while I was with him."
"Well Lauren that's for you to tell and for him to know cause I'm not tellin' no more lies to him. You need to woman up and tell him 'bout it." I flashed her one stern look and walked to the door. I unlocked it and walked out.
Lauren's P.O.V.
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A tear rolled my cheek. I was wrong and I knew it,I just didn't know how to face it.
This shit is getting outta hand. I looked at my stomach and rubbed it.
"Baby,I'm scared of what the outcome will bring but Ima do this for you,because I love you." I walked to the the door and left the room.
I looked over everybody tryin' to find him. I got frustrated cause of course I'm too short for this shit.
"Hey Ren,have you seen Eazy?" I asked.
He nodded his head. "Yea he outside."
Damn he's probably finna leave. I thanked him quickly and start running to the exit door.
There he was sitting on top of his car,smoking' a blunt.
I walked up to him,rubbing my forearms nervously.
"Hey..." I said softly.
"What you want?" He asked without looking at me.
"I just wanted to talk about some things."
"Oh yea? Now you wanna talk?"
I nodded my head calmly but inside I was nervous as fuck.
"So what you wanna talk 'bout? How you lied to me about not fucking Kaleb or that this whole time you don't wanna tell anybody that you're pregnant with his baby?!"
"Eric please give me a chance to explain myself!!!"
"Are you pregnant?" He asked calmly before taking a drag of his blunt.
"Eric let me ex-"
"Are you pregnant yes or no?!" He yelled so loud that it made an echo and startled the hell outta me.
I didn't want this to go no further. I breathed out,and nodded my head.
"How long are you?"
"3 months." I mumbled quietly but I was sure that he heard me.
"And outta 3 months you mean to tell me you didn't have time to tell me all this,hell I don't even know if it's mine!!!"
"Now Eric you know that it's yours,you the only person I've slept with."
"According to Beyonce you slept with Kaleb one night. And Beyonce don't rarely lie to people."
"That's cause I told her to keep it a secret from you until I was ready! I didn't wanna tell you because I didn't wanna make things bad between you and Tomica!"
"Lauren I really don't give a fuck about what you say right now. I mean you told a lie about all this shit and right now a lie should be easy for you to tell." He said in a nonchalant way. He hopped off the car and open the door.
Before he could close it,I stood in the way. "I'm not lyin',Eric. I would never lie to you!"
"Until now,Tomica would never lie to about anything."
"I was trying to protect y'all relationship,E!"
He glared at me. "Or were you tryin' to protect the fact that that baby could be Kaleb's?"
I held my mouth open in shock. "Now if get outta my way,I got somewhere to be."
"Eric please listen to me!!!" I sobbed to him,tryin' to walk closer to him.
"Move!!!" He barked. Shamelessly,I moved away from the car.
He slammed the door and turn the engine on. He glanced one cold hearted stare at me before he pulled off into the night of New York City.
I can't believe that just happened. It's very clear he hates me for good. I don't know what to do,now there's a definite possibility my child father won't be in his or her life. And it's all my fault.
I leaned onto another car as I sobbed loudly. It's all my fault.
I felt a hand rubbed my back. "It's gon be ok,Lauren. You did what you had to do and it was the right thing." Bey assured me.
"But Beyonce He ain't gon come back,he hates me."
"He don't hate you,he's just upset with you right now but give him some time to cool off,ok?"
