Lost unwanted and rejected

Chapter nineteen

“shhh...." he said pulling me closer to him. I put my face on his neck and continued crying silently.

“someone do love you" he whispered really low as if he was talking to himself.

“I am so ugly cam. I am very ugly, I am pathetic,stupid,annoying, I am just a waist of oxygen. I am-"

no you aren't any of those things cam said his arm tightening around me more prospectively “ your smart, your beautiful,

your everything a person want in they live. Any body who can't see how amazing you are is eighter blind or stupid."

have you ever heard the song how to love by lil Wayne.

I shook my head no. he took his phone out then who I am guessing is lil Wayne started signing.

Cut the music up, little louderyeahYou had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck,

couldn't ever figure outHow to loveHow to loveYou had a lot of moments that didn't last foreverNow you're in a corner tryna put it togetherHow to loveHow to

loveFor a second you were hereNow you over thereIt's hard not to stare, the way you moving your bodyLike you never had a loveNever had a loveWhen you was just a youngin' your looks were so preciousBut now your grown upSo fly it's like a

blessing but you can't have a man look at you for five secondsWithout you being insecureYou never credit yourself, so when you got olderIt's seems like you came back ten times overNow you're sitting here in this damn cornerLooking through all

your thoughts and looking over your shouldersSee you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn't ever figure outHow to loveHow to loveSee you had a lot of moments that didn't last foreverNow you're in this corner tryna put it togetherHow to loveHow to loveFor a second you were

hereNow you over thereIt's hard not to stare the way you moving your bodyLike you never had a loveHad a loveOh, you had a lot of dreams that transformed to

visionsThe fact that you saw the world affected all your decisionsBut it wasn't your faultWasn't in your intentionsTo be the one here talking to meBe the one listenin'But I

admire your popping bottles and dippin'Just as much as you admire bartending and strippingBaby, so don't be madNobody else tripping You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook.

I was crying even more when the song was playing he stopped the song and looked at me straight in the eyes and said.“ I will never leave you I will always be there for you. ain't nothing in this world but

God could make me stop being there for you. I will always have your back no matter what just remember that" he said still starting at me. I nodded my head because I believed every word he said he looked so sincere, and I knew he met it.I knew what ever happens to me I will always have cam and Cole to protect me.

oh my God Cole. “ cam I have to go home now my brother is probably worrying sick about me right now"

I got up to run out but cam grabbed my hand and said that he will drive me when we walked out of hunter's office Denishe feel to the Floor because she had her ears glued to the ground.

her light brown face turned red when she saw that we saw her eavesdropping.

oh. I was just about to come in.... then um y-you opened the door and I feel and um... yea" she said turning redder then ever.

cam chuckled then asked “you didn't hear a thing we said. not the proposal or anything"

“no I didn't hear a thing" she started then her eyes when wide “ propose.oh my God I heard you crying and cam trying to make you feel better and can promising to have your back and...."

oops she said with a sly smile “maybe I heard a tiny bit of information" she said with a sly giggle. “ I didn't "hear anything more" she added gee cheeks flush

I rolled my eyes Cam was chuckling “let's go Hailey" he said grabbing my hands then he turned around and said “oh my God Denishe where are we going again"

Coles house"she said matter of factly.

" I thought you didn't here anything else Denishe" Cam asked with a smirk on his face.

Denishe made a O shape with her face and blushed.

me and cam started laughing.

“can I come to" she asked shyly

“yes" I answered aas we got in cam's car

“oh my God" she said “ I can't believe what Jason did to you. I know his my brother and stuff but I am so happy you broke it up with him he is such a dummy sometimes.

I can only imagine what you are going through with hunter's rejecting and stupid behavior and with what Jason did to you and..."

I was looking down I felt so lost, unwanted and rejected.

Cam shouted “ Denishe can you stop talking!!!.

“sorry" she whispered

“we are here" cam screamed.

“thank God" Denishe screamed running to my door and pulled it opened and screamed “ yo Hailey where the hell is your fridge I want a soda."

“how old is she again"I asked cam shaking my head

“she's 16 but she act 6" cam answered shaking his head.

Cole came to the door he looked as if he hadn't sleep in days or change his clothes for that matter.

where the hell have you been Hailey. you had me worried sick about you. I swear your better have a good ass excuse or your grounded for life I don't care that you are 16 years old and don't even think about telling me that

I am 19 I have the right to ground you.now get you ass inside the house and tell me why I have not seen you in 3 days. three freaking days, were you in some kind of crack."

I looked down feeling a shamed with myself.

I was about to come up with a good excuse until Cole said the most surprising thing ever...

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