Unspoken

Alone and Afraid

They called me dangerous, said I was something special, I never asked for this life. Its all my fault, I'm the reason for all of this. I'm a monster and always will be...

It all started on July 15th, 2011, it was my 14th birthday so wouldn't you think everything would go to plan. I was about to leave to go for a birthday breakfast I was the last to leave the house when I stepped out that door my life changed in a way I thought it wouldn't. sometimes I think if I left a few minutes later what happened wouldn't have. I knew I was something that not many were, and if they were what I was they would probably be dead. Even though I was different I thought my family was supporting me on it, I guess I was wrong.

I stepped out the door and there were many police cars, my family had called the authority on me. They were scared of me, did I hurt them. all I could think is, what did I do to deserve this. That day I was sent to a laboratory to be tested on for the rest of my life, I lived in a cell like an animal. Every day I would curl up in the corner of my cell and cry, they got annoyed when I did it so I never stopped. Sometimes I cried so much I got dehydrated and passed out, to be honest when I passed out I think they were relieved.

Living in that laboratory was the worst thing I have ever witnessed, but I met a lot of new people or to the rest of the world, Monsters. There were werewolves, demons, fawns, any mythical half human creature you can think of. Then there was me, I was part cat. my skin had fur in most places but I also had a lot of human skin, I had ears and a tail. I don't sound dangerous, do I? I didn't understand either until they pushed me to the point I did.

One day they took me into the testing room. They tested my DNA and found out I could turn into a cat. All I could think is what possible harm could I do. They injected me with a liquid that forced me to turn into a cat since I was only 14 I was only a kitten I couldn't do much. They put me in a room with a werewolf who was forced to attack me to see if I would fight back. The werewolf didn't want to hurt me because he was one of the "monsters" I befriended. We became best friends actually, to see him be in his wolf form terrified me. I thought it was weird because I was never afraid of wolves before, maybe it was the inner feline in me. He told me he wasn't going to attack me even though they threated him to or they would hurt his sister, I knew how much he loved his sister. Sometimes I wonder why he would put me first instead of his sister, but I told him to do it because his sister was only 8 she had a whole life to live.

I knew when I let him attack me I was going to lose, we were both were 14 but he was trained more infighting. He came at me and I wanted to run but I was frozen in terror, he grabbed me with his sharp teeth and threw me across the room. I hit the wall and my side was torn and I couldn't move, he had seen what he did and he turned back into his human form. He started to cry as he crawled over to me. I was weak and I passed out, as soon as I passed out I transformed back into my human form. Before he could say anything they took him away and put him back in his cell. By the end of that day, I was put into a room with no windows to look outside, No bed to sleep on just the cold hard floor, not even a blanket. They gave me food in a cat dish and the assistants would try to teach me tricks. I felt so alone that I started to talk to myself.

It took me three weeks to heal and get out of that room. The room was so lifeless I felt so alone and so afraid of what would happen next. To my surprise they put me in my old cell with Kieth, Kieth is the name of the werewolf that had to attack me. They also had his sister in there, her name is Page. When I saw Page I was so happy to see her well that I ran up and hugged her. They both thought it was weird but to be honest, so did I, I was never that happy to see anyone before. That night I couldn't fall asleep, Sense I have been in that lifeless room I couldn't sleep. It was 3 in the morning and Kieth woke up, he had asked me if I was alright. I told him the truth that I wasn't, so he sat on my bed and told me to lay down. He sat there till I fell asleep, it felt good to have someone there for me. He fell asleep sitting up, I felt bad but he acted like it was nothing so I did too. I still wondered if it means anything but I never asked...