~*~ Poetry On The Tongue ~*~

Trying To Fight Within

~Trying To Fight Within~

I want to be nonexistent, to fade away

Take bottle 1, maybe bottle 2, drink bottle 3

Till I am drunk, till I am drunk from the present

Till I am drunk of the now

The now of today

Fucked up drunk (I await)

I seeking an out of body escape

I a runaway

I absent from the present me of yesterday

I've been hurt by the world

Scars simply skin deep

I'll recover?

So shall I or should I

It depends

Like whether I want

I want to be sober now

The now of the present me

I'll not bow down

Cause I shall pray

Cause I shall pray in bending knees

To grant the "I"

That is me

To be given the will

The freedom away from tragedy

Here I sit

Here I voice what I dare not say

To say aloud to myself I say

For on my judgement day

Angels court me (Court me please)

To bless away the pain

The pain (yes)

The pain away from me

The pain away from yesterday

The pain (The pain away from me)

And come

To come

And come to come to redeem my soul

For I (Me)

I'm taking a path unknown

I'm lost with blinded vision

So it's up to you

You

So I'm counting on you to find me

And come

To come

And come to come to liberate me

So have mercy on me

Have mercy

Have mercy on this soul of mine

So have mercy

Have mercy

So have mercy on this (yes) This childlike me

Whether if I want

Whether if I want to be sober now

Have mercy on the " I " that is me

From this messed up world you know

And have shame on you

That you world

You world called yourself a home