Make It Real ( 2 Moons Cast Fanfic ) (BXB)

Chapter 20

"How about your day, my dear wife? Looks like you and your P'Godt got really busy!"

When I found out they were together earlier, I already felt like being stabbed in the heart. Now, am I really asking him what they did together? I surely want to hurt myself more.

"We went to P'Godt's house after the event. That's how he was able to paint my portrait."

Yes, I saw that.

"Uhm... Why were you wearing his shirt?"

"Oh! We played with his paint brushes. We had paint all over our faces, so I had to take a shower before leaving."

Those words were cruel to my ears. I closed my eyes I as try to imagine how much fun they had while doing that. I could be angry and foolish right now, but having Bas in front of me makes me want to forget the word 'violence'.

"Listen... Bas, I know you know that it'll be such a big lie if I say I'm not dying of jealousy right now. I'm trying to hard not to get angry. Honestly, I want to destroy that painting, and I want to rip his shirt you wore earlier into pieces, and I am thinking of beating him to death right now, but you know what? I won't do any of that because I love and trust you enough, and I'm certain you won't do anything stupid behind my back." I can only hug him tight right now to make myself even calmer.

"I'm sorry if I'm not a painter like your P'Godt. This is all of me, but I know one thing for sure. My heart is always yours."

I felt him hug me back tighter.

"... P'Tae, I should be the one to apologize that I got emotionally affected seeing you with P'Tee earlier today, so I went with P'Godt. You even lied to me with your text message, so I felt worse."

So he saw me with Tee. Now I understand how he must've felt, and I am thankful I made the right choice of telling him the truth.

"It's alright. It was my fault, and now I understand everything clearly. Stop worrying now. I trust you." I told him before kissing his forehead.

I was right to choose being calm in dealing with this matter. If I wasn't, this could've gotten worse and impossible to resolve.

Everything seems to be clear now except what happened to his shirt.

"Uhm... P'Tae, there's one more thing..." he said.

This must be it. I feel the uneasiness in his voice.

"What's that?" I asked although I'm not sure if I'm ready to hear it.

"That night when I left to meet with P'Godt, he was so drunk that he tried kissing me. I resisted him that's why my shirt got ripped."

Wait! I'm not sure if I heard it right. I let go from hugging him and tried so hard to get through me what he just said. Godt forcefully kissed him, and he refused, so wasn't that a mere case of rape?

"Did he force himself to you?" I can't hide the anger in my voice anymore. This is way beyond my limits, and I don't know how to control my emotions. This is too much!

I stared at Bas, and he could only look away.

"P'Tae, it wasn't like that. He was too drunk that night, and he didn't know what he was doing. I swear nothing happened. He apologized, and I forgave him."

I refuse to accept his explanation because it's just unreasonable. It can still be considered rape, and I don't understand why he didn't let me know.

"Apology can't make what he did right! Take me to him right now, and I'll beat the hell out of him!" I almost shouted. The thing I don't get is how the two of them can still act normal around each other after what happened.