Being reincarnated as a computer program's boring. Although it may seem a little fun (cause you get to hack people) and beneficial (since you don't have to drink, eat, or sleep), it eventually gets boring.
Ah, I wish I enjoyed life more when I was s...
"Yes, I have upgraded your voice bank, but I do not want to hear you sing out loud like that again." He strictly says.
"Yes~" I reply, making a mental note to mute myself whenever I sing. I hum happily, hugging my teddy bear as a thought suddenly came to me.
"What's my name?"
"Hm?"
"What's my name? I need a new name. I'm no longer my past self. I need a new name." I said as I slowly floated around the room.
"...Shiro." He mutters.
"?" I tilt my head towards him.
"I'll name you Nashiro." He lazily replied, leaning back in his chair. "Shiro for short."
"Nashiro... Okay~!" I said with a smile as I browsed through the internet using my mini screen.
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If you're wondering why my personality has drastically changed from an emotionless, aloof girl to an energetic and even annyoing girl, it's simply because of:
Boredom.
Like I said in the previous chapter, my life was just all about studying. I had to study in order to fulfill people's expectations of me. Because of that, I learned that emotions were insignificant feeling that obstructed me from achieving my expectations. However, now that I am a program, I do not have any expectations. I know all and see all, all through the internet. The internet serves as my brain, giving me all the knowledge I need. I no longer need to study, as I can easily access it online.
I have no more expectations.
Another reason why I'm more energetic, is that it reminds me of my humanity.
I am now a computer program. A software. A database. A robot.
I am considered 'not human.'
I express my emotions more now that I am 'not human' anymore. Because, I miss the times where I could eat delicious foods, sleep and have dreams, go outside and make friends; I could've done all of that in my past life.
Yet I've wasted it all on studying.
Yes, studying is important, but going outside and having a life is important too.
Emotions are what makes humans, humans.
I've noticed that I tend to over-exaggerate things a lot. Although it may be a bad habit, I do it to remind myself that I am human.
That I was a person.
And that I existed.
I was a human.
Just like all of you.
But now, I can never get my humanity back.
So by doing this, by expressing more emotions,
I can retain my sanity.
_________________________ A/n: I made Nashiro based on Ene from Kagerou Project/Mekakucity Actors. Think of her actions as like what Ene does. If you don't know who Ene is, here's some cute gifs of her:
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