Prologue

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Preface

They say there are seven people who look exactly just like you in the world. Yuri didn't know about it until he lost someone who he never thought he would lose. His love of his life, his only one. Where was he supposed to find another one or give his broken heart to mend and to be fixed? Will he ever find someone with the same name, with the same smile that he loved to wake up to every morning and the same lips whose touch he melted in? The same hands that fit perfectly with his. The answer to his prayers, the reason he lives.

When it's is all gone will Yuri ever find another One?


Prologue

"Yuri, promise to find love when I'm gone" Viktor said as Yuri laid on his lap his fingers softly caressing Yuri's hair while Yuri laid motionless crying and hurting deep inside of him and not showing it out because it might ruin Viktor's mind.

"It's not true right? You said you'd always be with me Viktor-" Viktor cut him off " and I always will Yuri, it's not something that you and I could control of-" Yuri mumbled something under his breath and let out a big sigh " But I don't want to lose you Vicchan" he said sleepily. The couple hadn't been asleep for a week since Viktor's health got bad.

Few weeks before, during practice Viktor had actually hurt his head while trying to attempt to save Yuri when he was about to fall but hurt himself instead. " the doctors said it's nothing big and just a minor surgery is needed" smiled Viktor while Yuri gazed into his blue eyes then trailed to the white bandages wrapped to Viktor's forehead which covered Yuri's favorite spot on Viktor's head his bald spot. Viktor shot a weak smile at Yuri and they both kissed.

Viktor's lips softly touching Yuri's which tasted like strawberries then he pulled away giving a small peck while Yuri traced his fingers behind Viktor's neck to just push him deeper into the kiss. Their lips parted and Viktor smiled in between of the kiss while he bit Yuri's bottom lip teasingly. The couple made out on the sofa in the warm living room in cold Russian winter.

Maybe this is what Yuri needs. A warm loving husband in the cold nights, a loving dog who is like their child. This is what Yuri called Home and would never let this go.


It was the day of the surgery where Yuri could never sleep the whole night as he laid in bed staring at his husband. Looking at his soft breaths and how his chest rises and falls down and how he shifts every single time and mutters something under his breath. Yuri sometimes heard his name being muttered by Viktor which made him smile as he caressed Viktor's where he fluttered his eyes opened and tackled Yuri fiercely.

His hands holding down Yuri's wrists where he looked down Yuri could feel something wet falling on him like rain drops. It was Viktor's tears, he was crying. Yuri's eyes widened as he tried to calm Viktor down "Vicchan, what's wrong? Are you okay?" Viktor shook his head and plumped down beside Yuri as he let out a sigh and wailed. "Yuri I had a dream I was drifting away from you, I was cold Yuri. I needed you and you weren't there. You weren't there for me when I needed you. I was alone and scared without you beside me" he cried and muttered Yuri felt a pain in his heart. Viktor was scared but he couldn't comfort him because he was scared himself.

"I'm not going to go anywhere Viktor and so are you. We will stay together forever, remember?" Yuri said with his voice trembling because he didn't know if it was true or not because you do lose people in the world but he never thought he'd ever lose Viktor

Before the surgery Viktor kissed Yuri's hands as he smiled "I'd never take my eyes off you" were the last words Viktor said to Yuri as he went into the surgery. Yuri sat down in the waiting room hoping to see his husband again as he later was visited by Yurio and Otabek together and later Chris who gave him words of strength. They all left.

Yuri was alone

Yuri didn't want to be alone, he hated being alone or without Viktor it's almost like his life had gone cold and he was weak in his knees longing to be strong when Viktor is not around him. He thought of all the moments him and Viktor spent together as he smiled thinking of the first time Viktor's lips touched his. His soft pink lips on Yuri's cold ones and he thought about the time they skated together. How Viktor would pretend he sucked and fell on the ice while Yuri helped him and pulled him in.

He thought about everything and didn't know why he was thinking about all this now. He was lucky enough to get the guy he always fantasized about since his childhood, lucky enough to have The Viktor Nikiforov as his husband.


He couldn't have asked for anything more. Yuri sighed and rested his head on the wall when the OP doors opened. He was confused to find just the doctor there. His face wasn't showing delight or excitement. Yuri furrowed his eyebrows and gathered the courage to ask what it was.


"I'm sorry we did what we could"


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