Darkened Love

His Innocents

Lilly's POV

I was sleeping peacefully until I felt a wet spot under the bed. I slowly opened my eyes. "what the?" my eyes widened. the bed had a blood spot. "but I'm not...." I looked down at my pjs to see that they were still dry. it wasn't my time of the month so why is their a blood spot on my bed?

I looked over to see Jason with blood running down the corner of his mouth to the pillow. "eeww." I whispered. justin must have gone out while I was sleeping. i got out of bed and wet down to the kitchen and grabbed a wet rag.

Running back up I saw justin huddled in the corner of the room holding his knees and rocking back and forth. "j-justin bad. he d-doesn't d-deserve a h-happy life." I sighed knowing he was In his innocent stage. I walked over to the bed and tried to wipe up all the spots. their were so many! I just gave up and threw the rag in the sink and took the sheets downstairs to the laundry room. "I'll wash these later." I threw them in the washer and went back upstairs to but a new set of sheets on.

Once I finished I saw out of the corner of my eye justin still In The corner sleeping. He had tear stains in his now red cheeks and blood still I'm the corner of his mouth. "oh justin." I grabbed the rag from the sink and walked over to him. I bent down and slowly rubbed of the blood from his mouth.

I was almost finished be he slowly opened his eyes. "l-lilly?" I smiled. "Hey jay?" he looked at me with sorrow. "I-I'm s-sorry." I giggled. "it's ok jay." He started to cry again. "why d-do you a-always say it's o-ok when I-it's not?" I sighed and sat next to him. "because justin it is. you can't control it and it's not even you doing it so technically it's not your fault." he just sighed. "but I f-feel bad! those p-poor p-people!" I can see what he means but there's no changing it now. I got up and stood in front of him offering my hand. he hesitantly took it and hopped up. "thanks l-lilly" I smiled and held his hand.

Justin looked at it and back up at me. "I....." He took his hand from mine and stormed out of the room. what did I do wrong? all I did was hold it? I mean last night we slept In The same bed. "Oh justin." I couldn't help but really start to like this kid. I know you might think but he's a killer! but I don't care what he is. The thing is, he's sweet and innocent when he's himself and he's just so loving. he has a really big heart and I don't want the otherside of him to destroy it. another thing, he's really cute and he thinks he looks like trash. I don't know how he could say that. he's absolutely adorable and his personality is what makes him who he is.

I walked downstairs to see justin watching spongebob. he chuckled at Patricks facial expressions. he was watching my favorite one where they fight about who's Dirty Dan. I couldn't help but laugh. justin turned around to see my standing at the end of the staircase.

I slowly walked over and sat next to him on the couch. he scooted away from me so their was a huge space in the middle of us. I just sighed. why won't he let me help him?

We continued watching Spongebob in silence for almost an hour. it was really awkward. "cmon justin." he wouldn't look at me. "seriously!? what did I do!?" he flinched at my voice. "please don't yell" I just rolled my eyes. "I'll yell if I want to!" I stood up and walked in front of him. "your avoiding me and all I want to do is help!" he went to talk but I cut him off. "listen here justin I feel bad for what your going through, I really do but you need to let someone in! you can't just push people away when you need them most! you wonder why no one loves you!!" I was breathing hard and the anger just ran through me.

Justin had tears falling down his cheeks one by one. "y-your right n-no one l-loves me. I'm j-just a m-monster that d-deserves to d-die and s-suffer. I p-push p-people a-away that I l-love to k-keep them f-from getting h-hurt!!" he ran out of the living room to the bathroom upstairs. I just sighed. What have I done? I just yelled at a mentally unstable boy that's needs me now more than ever. "I'm sorry" I whispered. I sat down on the couch looking at the fire place.

After 20 minutes my eyes started to get droopy. I know it's early but what else do I get to do? I stay up late and I get tired so easily cause I can never stay asleep. I wake up like 3 times during the night either from nightmares about Justin or me not living anymore.

My eyelids felt so heavy. I was just about to pass out when *THUMP!!* I jumped off the couch and about fell on my face. "what was that?" It sounded like it came from upstairs. I quickly ran up to my room. "Justin you in here?" No response. "justin your starting to scare me c'mon now please." I still didn't get an answer. that's it I'm going in.

I open the door and ran in. I didn't see justin anywhere. "justin?" I realized I didn't check the bath tub so I walked over slowly and began to open the curtain. slowly traveling each part of the tub I came to a sight I never wish I had seen. I started to cry so hard as tears just rolled down my cheeks. "j-justin n-no...."

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