Dating My Ex

Ex. 12

Mikel was topless, we were both breathless and none of us wants to end the kiss. All our kisses were magical, but today is really special. It was so hot and kinky. His hands travelled underneath my dress, I groaned when he motioned his hand to my thighs, sexily massaging it in his huge hands.

My cheeks flared not because of embarassment but because of kindling arousal in my head. I was never insecure about my weight, Mikel taught me how to embrace my flaws, my fats and all. Kahit kailangan kong umeffort para ibuka ang dalawang hita ko para magkaroon ng space ang kanyang kamay ay ginawa ko. I can just imagine my cellulites being touched but it felt good. It felt good that I craved for more. Inilagay ko ang kamay ko sa kanyang tiyan, sending him silent signal to remove his shirt.

"Please, Mikel!"

Iniangat niya ako at ipinatong sa window pane ng kanyang condo, I am always amazed how strong his muscles are. Kaya ako nitong buhatin sa kahit anong paraan, kahit gaano pa ako lumaki at mas mabigat pa nga sa kanya. I yanked his neck for more kisses but he was so excited to remove his shirt. A warm arousal boiled inside my blood when I saw his god like features.

My Goolay! Ito na nga ang sinasabi nilang tunay na biyaya!

His abs were chiseled like it was a work of art. I barely see him workout but he told me he does. Of course, hindi naman nabibili ang ganyang katawan sa mall. Working out is not his life, but to him, life means being with me. Aminin mo, ang ganda ko doon!

He let a harsh growl when he attacked my lips, ngayon ay lumipat na ang kamay niya sa aking dibdib. He massaged it as his own, gigil at punong puno ng init. I slid the strap of my spaghetti strapped nighties, hinila iyon ni Mikel, the crisp sound of a torn fabric came too sexy that moment I felt that I am a goddess.

"Mikel, now! Now!"

"Ikaw ang pinakamagandang babae na nakilala ko. You were my truth, Gabby. I don't need your body, maybe I do. But I am just so scared that one day, you will wake up and regret that you gave it to me." Nag-salita si Mikel sa aking gilid. Popping all the memories that night that was stucked in my head.

"S-siguro, nauumay ka kasi mataba ako non!" I accused. He smiled and shook his head.

"You said that." Humakbang papalapit sa akin si Mikel at niyakap ako. Niyakap ng mahigpit.

"There's nothing sexier than a woman with this thighs so thick, I love how it wraps around me. I love the curves on your waist, it fits my arms whenever we cuddle. I love your confidence on your body and how you are not afraid to show how special you are because I love you and that is more than enough for you."

"M-mikel..."

"--I said that night. Then I took a shower and when I went out, you were sleeping soundly. That's all that happened that night and I am not lying."

"Did you sleep beside me that night?"

"I did, like we always do."

"C-can we---"

"Gabby.."

Tawagin mo na akong mang-aagaw, querida, kabit, number 2, mistress.

But hell, I really feel so empty this time. I want more of Mikel but I cannot push my luck this time. Sobra sobra na ang ginagawa kong pang-aabala.

"I understand. Sumusobra nga naman iyon. Bukas na lang. Ano ba naman yung gutom kang matutulog pero hindi ka talaga makakatulog dahil mas malakas pa sa hilik ng tao yung kalam ng sikmura mo.." Sinubukan kong lumusot.

"What?" Iniangat ni Mikel ang kanyang ulo at seryosong tiningnan ako.

"Can we eat? Yun ang sasabihin ko. Pananghalian pa ang huling kain ko. P-pero kung antok ka na."

"I am not sleepy. Of course, we can eat. Wait, I will cook." Nag-mamadaling lumabas si Mikel sa kanyang kuwarto at sinundan ko siya.

Mikel prepared simple meal. Chicken nuggets and spam. Umupo kami sa kanyang 4-seater table at kumportable akong kumuha ng pagkain doon. His taste in furnitures improved a lot. Noon ay parang tirahan ito ng teenager na nadiskubre ang pag-li-live in, naligaw ng landas at naging trasher, ngayon ay pormal na pormal na ito. We lived together, Mikel and I. Simula pa iyon ng college hanggang sa mag-simula na kaming mag-trabaho. Gayunpaman, nakinig kaming mabuti sa payo ng kanyang mga magulang, books before sex. Ay! Ano nga ba ang kasibihang iyon?

I hate 4-seater table, that is too much space, ang sa amin noon ay coffee table lang. I loved seating on Mikel's lap kahit alam kong nabibigatan na siya sa akin ay buong puso niyang tinatanggap ang lahat ng bilbil ko.

"Mikel, bukas, merong akong schedule sa doktor. Isasangguni ko din itong ginagawa natin. You know, hindi naman tayo maalam sa mga ganito, we need to make sure if what we are doing is healthy. Ayoko namang sa bandang huli ay may masasaktan pa tayong tao." Or ako.

"Sasamahan kita."

"Hindi na, Lexy is there. She can accompany me."

"Please, Gabby. Let me do this. Hindi din ako mapapanatag kung hahayaan kita mag-isa."

Kumagat ako ng chicken nuggets sa aking harapan. There's different hues of emotions in his eyes. I was expecting anger but I see nothing but concern.

"Hindi ka na ba galit?"

"I am sorry for being bitchy these past few days."