Five years later
>>Olivia
After what seemed to be a long walk but was only three minutes my back was killing me and this crazy ass baby I had in my stomach wasn't helping at all. This baby should be popping out anytime now and I'm happy ass hell. This pregnancy has been hard as fuck on my body or maybe I just don't recall all this pain when I was pregnant with Jaclyn.
Finding the spot I was looking for I slowly sat down and placed the flowers near the head stone.
"Hey meek it's been a minute since I came to visit you" pausing to laugh I could feel the tears welling up "I haven't called you meek in years" letting tears fall from my eyes I just thought about how surreal this shit still felt
Three years ago jayceon was gunned down right in front of Jaclyn. He had gone to pick her up from school and over the years we found out aisitta had sat up the whole thing. Mad because jayceon didn't wanna be with her she informed some young niggas tryna come up his where abouts. They took jaceyons life right in front of my baby.
"The kids miss you. Anna's 23 now she'll be graduating from lsu with a bachelors in bio within the next couple of weeks. I know you'd be proud of her you raised a beautiful woman. Jaycee.. he's doing good he should be getting out soon. He's so hard head just like you" I laugh a little
"Jaclyns 10 now she thinks she's grown though. Sometimes she still blames herself about what happened to you and not being able to save you but I've been taking her to a therapist that helps a lot"
Breaking down I couldn't talk any longer this is just all too much. Why did that crazy Bitch have to do this? How could she claim to love his kids so much then leave them fatherless?
"Baby calm down" hearing dons voice instantly put me at ease. Although I was still crying my breathing was back under control. He'd always sit in the car when I came to visit jayceon and he would always usually have to come get me cuz I break down everytime
"I love you jayceon always and forever" with that I kiss the tip of my fingers and run them across his stone
Don stands to his feet then helps me up. Once we finally reached the car i was relieved walking is so straining. Rubbing my stomach and relaxing my eyes I thought about my life and all that shit that transpired. If me and jayceon woulda never broke up with this shit have happened? Or what if I never met jayceon? What would my life be like then?
"You hungry" don ask snapping me out of my thoughts. Giving him a look that he should already know that answer he laughed and shook his head. Yea I had just ate but I'm eating for two so
"Aight fat girl lets get you some food" he says making a big smile spread across my face
Life for me was never a walk in the park and I believe everything happened just the way it was supposed to happened cuz if it didn't I wouldn't be half the woman I was today. Watching the last few head stones pass by I look up in the sky. I wouldn't change a thing if I could I have three soon to be four beautiful children. A beautiful sister, and mother. Great nieces and nephews. And last but not least a great husband.
Thank you Heavenly Father for bringing me through
The endddddd
A/n once again y'all thank you for sticking with me through this I didn't think this book would get this much attention but I'm glad it did. Thank you for my loyal readers for pushing me to finish this even when I wanted to give up. I love y'all
