Random thoughts

Trigger warning - Mention Of Selfharm.

Its 1.21 am and I've never felt so worse in my entire life. 

Its this time at night where i finally realise how much of a mess my life is.

How fucked up my head is. 

They're calling my name once again as the blood trickles down my arm. 

I don't know how to stop them.

 They keep coming back and destroying me. I feel so weak against them. 

Is it even worth fighting anymore? 

My whole body is numb and I feel nothing.

Somebody...

Please...

Save me from myself.