I have nothing left for this world. no one needs me. no one cares. i dont give 2 shits ... i have felt the burn of the rope around my neck and its something i want to go back to i have felt the cold barrel ofa gun on my tongue. i am starting to wish the bullet was in the chamber when i pulled the trigger that was the best feeling ive ever experienced . i gave in and tried again i dont understand y im still alive if it was just one click over then i would be smiling in hell. i just wish someone could say anything that would keep me alive just one more day to go through it all again ...hehe this is probably my last post on here so yeah if i have another that means i couldn't do it bye
