Hello.
My name's Josh. Joshua Dun.
My real name is Jocelyn.
I am a trans boy, so that means I was a girl.
I was raped by some guy in a black hoodie, a valley, if I'm not wrong, when I was just fifteen years old.
Well, I biologically still am a girl. I don't have a dick.
I still have boobs. They're annoying– I wish I could just chop them off or something.
What's more annoying? My boobs are bigger than the normal size for an 18 year old. So yes. I do get a lot of weird glances when I'm just at the mall, or just anywhere actually.
My family doesn't have enough money for the surgery, my dad died from cancer when I was just 6 years old– My mother does drugs. I rarely see her at home, she lives in a trailer and only comes here to watch TV.
When I talk to her, she won't reply, or actually say "shut the fuck up!"
I don't mind, really. I honestly hate her.
"Why?" You may ask.
Well, she tried to sell my body for drugs.
I also have a sister named Abigail, she lives in an apartment, and she's a.. Prostitute, I believe? Well, I haven't talked to her in months, but she works as something in a bar, basically.
I live somewhere in Ohio, with my brother Jordan.
I'm in High School, and there's a guy named, Brendon? Brandon? Whatever. i don't know but I think its Brendon.
He bullies a lot of people, including gays, lesbians, trans and all of those kinds of people. Including me.
But I.. I honestly think he's kind of.. Hot. I don't know why.
He's 19 and he already fucked about more than 10 girls.
Oh yeah, he's a fuckboy. I mean, like, of course?
He calls me and the others "faggots" but I don't care. Just ignore him.
·author's note·
hello my little gooby potatoes!!1!311!2
please note that the word "faggot" is used alot :(
i honestly hate that word, i, even a straight person really fucking hate it.
but y'know. it gives a little vibe to the fic :>
so yeah. i hope you enjoy.
peace out ☔
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nxr
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Fanfiction"why would you even bother to care about me? I'm just a fucking fucktoy!" ---------- contains a shitload of: ·smut ·trigger warnings. which include: ·bullying ·suicidal thoughts ·forced into sexual acts if some of these do trigger you, i advice you...
