Random late night thoughts
I'm so tired
My arm is swollen
I miss him..
Why? Did it have to end like that
Think of the positive Joshua
How can you think positive
Joshua you like one of them and you love other
Why can't it just be a three way?
This is why you shouldn't have started shit
You ruin shit
You had an a-okay life
But nooooo
Shane Dawson has ryland
Who do I got- nobody
Can I get over it?
No..not now...
You're friends right? Think positive
Yea right..you fucked it up, and you ruin everyone's lives
Ugh...
I like people who push me away, hard to get..I like the chase
But I also like people who care and are there most of time..
Why can't I just decide..
Can't have one, but you can't live without the other
Hurting is fun
Act like you want to be friends and nothing more
Maybe it'll work out
Will it really?
I'm so confused
He still loves him...what chance do I have
They're both so beautiful..
why you gotta fuck everything up josh?
Ignore this, it's stupid random thoughts
