Problems

Mark

I have been married to the love of my life for almost 16 years now. That means 16 years of living the same person. 16 WHOLE LONG YEARS! That means not stop loving and caring for.

I think Eileen, my cousin, is going to have a great wedding. Lately, she has been having some problems because she recently got pregnant.

Also, everyone in my family seems to be pushing me away. I just feel like a sore thumb. Sandra and I have been fighting for some stupid reasons. I don't know why she has to get all edgy on everyone about one little thing. Of course the rules are important, but so is living life. I know she of all people would understand that because of, you know, Andy.

I just found out that John may be having trouble with me. I don't really know why, but Sandra keeps on making that a very apparent point to me and the kids that everyone is equal. Not everyone is equal. And not everything is fair. I think Sandra is unhappy with me because of some things that I may have done to upset her. I wouldn't really know what though. I just hope she understands I need to be there for Eileen. I also hope she doesn't find out about my new "girlfriend", I guess you could call her.

Her name is Roxanne. She's amazing! I think I needed someone new after almost 16 years of the same person. Of course I still love Sandra, I just hope she can understand me still having feelings for others. Of course I won't act on these feelings, but being with the same person for 16 years is a lot of just the same old. I like thrill, and something new. I really enjoy spending time with Roxanne. She just really brings something new to the table that Sandra never gave to me.