Hacking into my Hyper-linked Heart

Chapter 29- Feeling Loved and Satisfied

I gripped Ethan's hand before he could get out of the bed. He turned around to look at me, "I want you." I muttered.

"Myra, I don't think we should It's hard for me to control myself with you."

"No," I shook my head, "I want to go all the way with you."

He looked at me in shock before turning around to face me. He cupped my face with his hands as he stroked my cheek with his finger, "I know how much this means to you and how you have waited to be with someone special. I do not want to take advantage of that, I don't want to do anything that would make you hate me."

I couldn't help but tear up, I know from the bottom of my heart that he is the one for me and I am happy to give myself to him. I shook my head, "I know I have been waiting for someone special and that is you. I am certain of this, I want you Ethan." I spoke softly.

I wasn't sure where this relationship was going to lead, was it even a relationship? We haven't even discussed that far but I know deep down even if we do this and go our separate ways it would hurt like a bitch but I would not regret this. No I wouldn't because for me Ethan is everything, my heart and soul.

"Myra, this is going to be your first time and I want to make it special for you..." Ethan tried to convince me that maybe I wasn't thinking straight. Argh! If only he knew I was thinking straight, I don't know what our future holds all I know is I have Ethan here and now and I would like him to make love to me.

I interrupted him, "Ethan look at my lips as I say this to you so it sinks in your head. Yes it is my first time and I don't care about the candles or the roses on the bed, all I care about is making love to someone who I love and means the dearest to me and darling that is you." I sighed.

"Are you sure?" He asked with concern.

"Yes!" I groaned before pulling him for a kiss. The kisses started soft and passionate then led to deep and needy as we moulded as one on the bed. I couldn't help moan into his mouth as he brushed his tongue in my mouth in an erotic manner as I buried my hands in his hair. The only thing I running around my head was; "Ethan is so hot." Ethan licked his tongue down my neck which caused me jolt in pleasure as I breathed heavily.

Wanting more of our skin touching I reached for the hem of Ethan's t-shirt that I borrowed for bed to pull it over my head, however Ethan quickly took hold of my hands as he pinned them at the top of the bed which caused me to whimper. "Please be patient." He whispered softly in my ear as he bit it lightly causing me to move under him, the feeling deep down building up slowly causing me to agonisingly wait for the release.

"Ethan I need you." I groaned.

He slowly trailed his hand down my sides before pulling the hem of my shirt over my head as he chucked the t-shirt somewhere in the room not caring where it landed as we looked in each other's eyes with love and passion. "I love you." Ethan said softly before taking his hands under my bra clasp teasing and torturing me slowly which was frustrating me because my body was burning for him.

"Ethan." I whined which caused him to chuckle lightly. He gently unclasped my bra flinging it on the floor. I suddenly felt embarrassed with my top half naked as Ethan gazed down taking every inch of my body. I felt my cheeks heat up as I looked anywhere else so I didn't have to see Ethan's reaction. "You are so beautiful." He spoke softly which caused me to look at him in surprise. He trailed his hand down my chest until he held one of my breasts in his hand as he tweaked my nipple with his finger causing my head to fog up. I clutched the duvet cover in tight fists as I held this bubbling feeling within me. After giving a nice torturous attention to my breasts, making me feeling beautiful, Ethan then trailed his kisses down my stomach.

Ethan grazed his fingers over my lacy red underwear which made me shudder in anticipation. When he hooked his fingers at the sides of my underwear, my breath was caught at the back of my throat. I let out a short breath as he pulled down my undies making sure that they were reunited with my bra on the floor. If I thought this was torture with Ethan making me want him more second by second and making me wait, well I was lying. The worst was to come when I suddenly felt Ethan graze his finger against my clit making me moan loud in desire. He didn't stop there he started to rub me lightly which was making me moan louder and louder as I started to grind my hip against his hand wanting him more and more. "Ethan..." I said breathlessly while I was riding through a nice pleasurable feeling making me hard to conform a simple sentence, "Ethan I-I am about to come." As soon as I muttered that out Ethan ducked his face licking me feverishly which caused me to explode my juices within seconds. I think I was seeing stars when I was riding through my first awesome orgasm. When I came back down to earth, Ethan guided himself on top of me as he held my gaze. "Myra, Are you positive you want this?" He asked as his tip touched my core making me horny all over again.

"Yes." I said. I gazed into Ethan's eyes as he drove me into a world of bliss where I never wanted to come out of.