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50 days.
50 days until dan leaves.
who is dan? he's my best friend. he was there the day i was born, and ever since then we've gotten closer and closer.
i think im in love with him.
no, i know im in love with him.
in 50 days, he's moving back to london.
it doesnt sound that bad from another person's perspective. i could always fly out to visit him, right?
wrong.
my parents would never let me go that far. i know that, even if they went with me, they would say no.
after 19 years of knowing him, he's moving away.
ever since yesterday, the day he told me that he was moving, ive been crying.
im going to miss him so much.
its not like he wants to go. he practically has to.
my friends have tried their hardest to get my mind off of it, but nothing has worked.
im going to tell him.
whenever i can muster up the words to say it, im going to tell him that im in love with him.
