Texting Tyler [Joshler]

Part two

(Josh's POV)

I found myself texting more and more often whenever I was sad, It felt good spilling my thoughts to someone who wouldn't judge me for once, even though he hasn't replied and probably never will reply.

JoshuaDun: I cut myself today, I'm not proud of it, I was a month clean which is probably the longest I've ever been clean.

JoshuaDun: It's just, things have been shitty lately, things are always shitty for me, One thing happens and whenever I'm over it and start getting happy, another shitty thing happens.

JoshuaDun: I should just stop trying to be happy, so these shitty things will stop happening to me.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and dropped my phone angrily onto the bed, texting him has become a habit now.

Whenever I was sad and felt alone, whenever I felt the need to cut myself, I texted Tyler.

Whenever I was bored and had nothing to do, I texted Tyler.

When I just needed to let my thoughts out so they would stop building up inside me, I texted Tyler.

It gave me relief, somehow.

I never thought this adorable boy could help me so much without even knowing I existed.

I was about about to go hunt for food in my kitchen until I heard a notification come my phone, I unlocked it and went to Instagram, seeing someone had messaged me.

ChaseLikesAnime: Bro, Florida totally sucks a big bag of dicks.

Remember when I said I had no friends? Well, what I meant was, I have one friend who I'm not sure I can even call my friend because we fight over the stupidest of things.

JoshuaDun: Why did you text me on Instagram?

ChaseLikesAnime: My sister through my phone against the wall because I called her makeup ugly.

I chuckled at the message.

ChaseLikesAnime: How ya been?

I frowned at the question.

JoshuaDun: Emotionally shitty.

ChaseLikesAnime: Oh well that sucks, Anyways this hot chick asked for my number the other day.