Two faced

Seeing him again

I woke up this morning very early preparing to take my flight to fly back to my old town , the town where i grew up.

My mother always kept the house there for our future in case it didn't work here , and well she was right , her job wasn't going good these days and she decided to postulate for one there.

The case is i left everything there , my childhood bestfriend , my childhood love , and all of my friends.

My mother kept in touch with my childhood love's mother as they were bestfriends.

You could cleary tell that i was nervous going back there.

As everything was ready i looked around checking if i didn't leave anything , and i said goodbye to my now old home.

My family and I took a taxi to head to the airport , we checked in and basically flew for what seemed like forever.

If you ever wonder what my "family" is like it's basically , my mom , my older brother and I.

The plane finally landed , and guess where we would go after we would put our things back in our house?

Yes exactly to my childhood love's house.

My stomach tightened and my breath itched , i was not ready to see him again.

Clearly not , and from there a lot of questions ran through my mind

Did he change ?

Did he forget about me ?

What kind of person he became ?

Did he miss me ?

I headed towards the bathroom , i needed to refresh myself because well travelling isn't that easy.

I removed every clothes i had on , and i stepped into the shower.

I turned the water on and let myself relax under it , the steam helped me to soothe the stress.

After a long thinking process i finally decided to clean my hair and body.

At this point the shower felt so good that i didn't want to get out.

Fighting with myself i stepped out of the shower. Drying my body i swept my hands over the miror.

"ugh god" i sighed.

My face looked tired , the bags under my eyes were real.

Stepping into my room and throwing myself on my bed i thought about what to wear what to do with my hair.

I heard a knock on the door. My mom chuckled.

"Seline could you please hurry up they're waiting for us" she spoke softly

"Yes i'm almost done" i said sarcastically because i was just laying on my bed with a towel around my body and a towel around my hair.

Sitting down my bed i rubbed my eyes and got up to finally get ready.

Ten good minutes later i was ready and headed downstairs.

I looked a little bit more alive.

My mom honked few times , waiting for me to step out of the house.

But i was not leaving without taking something to eat with me.