I get up early Wednesday for Allen's funeral. i go in the bathroom and get my hair done and make up ans realize I cant see my toes. I giggle, I cant wait to find out what im having. what if there twin boys or twin girls. what if there's a boy in a girl. I catch my self and go and get my clothes on and mom drops me off at the funeral home. he looks so peaceful. I start to cry and his mom comes and puts her arm around me. I hope you know if it wasn't for you he would still be here. I start having sharp pains in my stomach and feel something run down my leg. the next thing I know is that im in a ambulance
