You Thought So

PROLOGUE

Love is not what you think you are feeling now.

If you feel as if you're important to someone, that isn't love.

That's care.

If you feel greatful having the presence of someone, that isn't love.

That's happiness.

If you're thinking about someone, that isn't love as well.

It is just your thought.

Well, all we know for now is that, love make us happy, greatful, excited, or even make us feel cared of, ignited or keep us moving on our daily life.

But what is the true meaning of love?

What is true love?

It's not necessary that we love a right person in a wrong timing.

That was never right in the first place.

If there is love, there will be no right or wrong.

JASPHER MERCEDES

Love moves freely. You wouldn't notice it's existence until it's in front of you.

I felt that love.

When I had my first girlfriend way back in 8th grade. It feels real yet, it didn't work well, until we break up after 4 months.

I wasn't able to get over her until I met Railey. She was my classmate in grade school and she transferred to the school where I studied before the 2nd sem in 9th grade ends.
Sembreak is a break for students but the spark between us. Our relationship lasted for 7 months but I realized that she's not like what my ex way back in 8th grade was. She's immature and full of insecurities. I hate it when girls act as if I need to tell them everything I do.

Shera is pretty nice. She's beautiful, that every girls' dream is to be like her. In the long line of suitors she chose me. They said that it was the most perfect relationship they can ever saw. We're both excellent in academics, performs well in sports and we're both pretty popular too.

But SHE was still there as if she owned a part of ny heart that no one could ever replace. After how many years, until now in college, SHE never failed to leave my dreams and my thoughts. Short term or long term relationship can never be as what we are before. I still wonder why she ended up breaking my heart in ash.

KYRA JEAN CASTAÑEDA

In a world full of "where's my destiny" I think I'm one of those "How to pass the test in chemistry". I'm a kind of woman who don't believe on such things.
I just feel like everything is happening just because it needs to be done or there will be no tomorrow.

But, ever since that stupid, selfish guy came into my life, I never see myself having a relationship again. And for now, I still consider myself NBSB( No Boyfriend Since Breakup).

Was that what you call LOVE?

His eyes, those I don't know what kind of eyes, I still see them. They are still beautiful like how it used to be under the streetlights way back in grade school when he remove his eyeglasses and offer a hand to me returning me to circles of students. I decided to live outside my comfort zone because he's there.

But as what that destiny did, he left.

No, I pushed him away and he never comes back.

Going back to where he came from, no sign of coming back.