His eyes began to water again, just like they were when I walked in here. He looks at me with those meadow eyes that were soon to be experiencing rain, bloodshot and his lips were puffy. "C'mon petal," his voice was small, pure and innocent, but I couldn't, "no! Don't 'petal' me!" I shouted at him as my eyes were matching his, watery and bloodshot.

My heart was crumpling in my chest and falling into my intestines, I was surprised I was still breathing. "What-what did I do? Did I do something wrong? Why are you hurting me?" I sobbed while staring at the man that once loved me, I was so lost, I felt like I was ten years old in a grocery store looking down every isle to find my mother.

Harry shook his head while tears were running down his blushed cheeks, his nose was lightly red from sniffling aggressively. "No baby, no!" He gripped my wrists and stared down at me while tears fell from his eyes, "it's my managemen' team, they thin' you're a distraction to meh."  I couldn't believe what I was hearing, "are you serious? But that's not fair! They should want you to be happy!"

I witnessed him nod in agreement while he sobbed, "I have this r'cord coming ou', they wan' meh to focus on tha'." I didn't have any words, "petal, I'm so sorry." His hand caressing my damp cheek, wiping a tear with his thumb. I sighed and sobbed while pushing him away from me.

His last words still haunt you till this day, you loved when he called you 'petal', he knew that too, he said he loved watching your face light up while he said it. You still weren't over him, you'd cry yourself to sleep every night since the break up and your friend Sarah was over it.

"You're coming over my house tonight, we're having a sleepover." You smiled while you pressed your phone to your ear, "really?" "Yes! Fuck Harry! You need some of your best friend!" You laughed as you examined your toe nails that you had just done with pastel pink nail polish, something Harry would love on you. "I'll see you tonight." You told sarah right before you hung up. The ended call caused you to stare at the photo on your lock screen, you slightly smiled at it.

It was a photo of Harry asleep on your chest, he looked so peaceful that night, it was the night you two were watching the little mermaid together for the fifth time, it was your all time
favorite Disney movie and harry enjoyed the music and the story just as much as you. This caused you to ache for him even more. You locked your phone and sighed while closing your eyes.

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Once you arrived at Sarah's it was about seven pm, you were tired and honestly looking forward to seeing your best friend. She was your petal, always there to make you smile and always there to help you out whenever you needed it. It was an honor to be Sarah's friend.

You hugged her tightly, loving the scent of her shampoo and let go to set your stuff down on her bed. "Guess what I picked up for tonight!" She sang while you watched her dig in her drawer, "what?" You laughed while setting down on her lavender sheets and gasped as she pulled out a bag of weed. "No way!" You spoke in shock while holding the bag that held illegal substance, "yup!" She said while grabbing her bowl and sitting next to you on her bed.

"I figured you'd need it, to help relax you after everything." She spoke while taking the bag from me and packing her bowl. "But, I've never done this before." My heart was racing, it was true, I never did drugs or anything like that, and I was twenty one. "All the more reason, y/n! Come on, it's not harmful." I watched as she took a hit and blew out a cloud of gray smoke from her lips. It looked cool, plus no one has ever died from this drug, it was legal in some states, so why not?

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