Creating Destiny [KathNiel]

♥ Destiny's Choice (1)

Kathryn Anne Fernandez. 

What a beautiful name right? Yup. That's my name. Im living my life to the fullest here at Australia. I'm 21 years young but i haven't graduated yet WHY? Don't ask! Atleast I'm about to graduate next year, Im taking Business Management, lol whatever you call it. Not really interested in studying...

I'm an Outgoing, cheerful and a candid girl. I get what i want. I do what i say. My mother died when i was 4. But I don't really want to talk about that. Im living with my father and my sister here in australia, I have an australian boyfriend, He is Enrique Smith. Actually he is a Half Filipino Half Australian. 

Enrique Smith is my everything, I know he's the one. He completes me. I know that i still don't have the right to say that He's the one. But that's what i feel right now. He's gonna be the one i'll love forever.

Fuck those who says that forever isn't true. Fuck those people who believes that there is someone there meant for you? What a soulmate? That isn't true. You will not find your partner in life if your not gonna look for it right? What? Just wait? because there is someone meant for all of us? Just wait? Let Destiny do it's way? Fuck that.

Destiny? What a joke. Destiny isn't true. You choose everything. You choose what makes you happy. You choose everything! Destiny is a matter of choice if any choice we made, therefore any action we took, and therefore any event that occurred was entirely in our control. We potentially impede the actions which we decide to take..  I don't believe in Destiny. You choose everything. 

"Sis! Where have you been!? Why didn't you go home last night!"  It's Mica my younger sister.

"I slept at enrique's house.." I said, Into my suprise my dad just pop out and

"Kathryn Anne! Ilan beses ko ba dapat ulit sabihin na wag na wag kang matutulog doon?!"

Stating my complete name. Oops! My dad is mad again..

"Dad, it's just that. It's late. He didn't want me to go home because --"

"Filipino ka! Magtagalog ka!" 

"But Dad! We're on Autralia!" He always demands me to speak in Filipino. What the? We are on australia for crying out loud! 

"Hindi ka Australian! Isa kang pilipina! Pilipina kame ng nanay niyo! Ikaw din Mica! Diba ang sabe ko sainyo ng ate mo? Wag na wag niyong kakalimutan ang mga tradisyon ng isang Filipino?! Kung nandito lang ang nanay niyo.."

"Tama na! Stop talking about mom! Hindi na siya babalik! She died already!" Oo marunong ako magtagalog. Sino ba naman ang hindi matuto. Simula ng nagmigrate kami nina dad dito sa autralia kahit na andito kame, kailangan tagalog pa din. Mapapalo pa nga kami kapag nagsalita kame ng english..

"Ate! Stop shouting na! Masama sa kalagayan ni Dad!" Pinigilan ako ng kapatid ko, nakalimutan ko. My sakit nga pala si Daddy anytime pwede siyang maatake.

Linapitan ko si Daddy at niyakap.

"Im sorry dad. Hindi ko na uulitin.. It's just that let's stop talking about mom, she left us already.."

 Niyakap din niya ako at..

"Hindi niya tayo iniwan, kinuha na siya ng diyos. Nakatadhana na hanggang doon nalang ang buhay niya, hindi ba yan ang paulit ulit ko na ipapaintindi sayo Kathryn? Magbihis ka muna, may importante akong sasabihin sa inyo.."

Kumalas siya sa yakap. Ayan nanaman sa Tadhana. Si dad ang unang unang naniniwala diyan sa destiny na yan! I love him. I love my dad. I'll do anything for him. But when it comes in his beliefs sa destiny. I can't agree with him. How many times do i have to tell him also, There is no such thing as Destiny! You choose everything! Your happiness! You problems! You future! Everything that we'll happened depends on your choice!