Do you realize that every time you yell at me, I die a little on the inside?
Do you know that I already hate myself?
Do you know I want to die?
Do you know that I'm abused everywhere I go?
Do you know that I'm not good at handling stress?
Do you realize I'm dying on the inside every time you say you hate me?
Do you realize?
Do you understand that I've tried to commit suicide?
Do you understand that your words hurt?
Do you understand that I don't get attention at home?
Or that I have to work to survive?
Do you know that I've committed sins?
Or that I want to take them back, but I can't?
Do you realize you were once my rock, but now you are my enemy?
Do you realize I struggle?
Do you know that I have depression and you make it worse?
Or that I'm always to blame even if I'm innocent?
Do you understand that I don't want to be here anymore?
Do you know that I just want a true friend?
Or that I've been used so many times?
Do you really know me?
Am I just a pawn for you to use?
A road for you to walk on?
Am I only your friend when you want something?
Are you friend with me because you feel bad for me?
Am I a toy for you to use?
Am I trash to be left out at the curb?
Do I mean anything to you?
Do I mean anything to anyone?
If I disappear will you notice?
Will anyone notice?
Do you realize?
