Entangled in the memories of my past,
A never ending thread connects me to a stake.
Where it prevents me from ever moving forward.
That stake is built up of all my memories that you gave me
All the times you were there
And weren't there
I tried to hate you as much as I could
I tried to blame you
But I couldnt bring myself to hate you
Because everyone else loved you.
The words you said and what I heard
Splits my soul into pieces.
The harder I try to piece it back together the more it shatters.
But I still can't hate you
Because no matter how hard I try
I keep caring what you think.
