Imperfect Solitude

Alone

I feel so alone
In the biggest crowds
On my own
I am alone
Trapped in this void of darkness
Depression consuming me
Bringing me down and down
To where I truly am alone
All I feel is emptiness
Because I know no one is there
No one is with me
I am on my own
The path I walk is long
Its narrow and goes on forever
Is there a stop?
A stop where I find someone so Im less alone
Ha, only in dreams
Even with all the friends I have or the person I date
Im still alone
Figments of my imagination
I'll wake up one day and they will be gone
And I'll be on my own
Just like always
Ill be alone
Nights drag on as I cry and cry
"No ones there and no one cares"
I tell myself that every night
"Even if someone was you aren't worth it"
"You aren't worth it."
"You will forever be alone"
The thoughts swirl in my head as they become more and more true.
Alone I walk in life
Alone I say
Will I forever be alone?
Alone I stay.