the dreadful long days of rain
hating yourself for thinking about it
just finding a new escape
you can always find one
anywhere
longing for someone like you
just like me , just as wretched as me
but honestly you can never find one
then again , that's not necessary
infact, it seems foolish
~
if not like me ,
they think i'm blooming , blooming after a thunderstorm , show sympathy , continue life , make commitments, break commitments , vanish from sight , never look back ,
i ask , will you do it for me ?
you're taken back , are you okay?
yea , nothing happened
, everything is as it always was
oh okay , you worried me a little
but you do not see the problem in "
everything is as it always was"
of course how blind fooled can i be , how would you see anything ,
YOU ARE READING
wrong name
Humorthey believed what i told them they asked more they never asked twice i didn't want to lie this happened for a while i got used to it
