Spilled emotions

Life or Death

I died a death that kept me alive
To be the phantom i could survive

Im half dead and half alive and yet i walk alone
With my heart as cold as stone

I loved the life but dreamed a dream

And hated the life you lived with me

I heard the whisper of your breath
After you left i died a painful death
Through Heaven i cannot part
From the heated love inside my heart
With my sadness i must thrive
To keep my hope and faith alive
With all the love i want to give
Im sure you would prefer to live
To the content not to survive
I want spirit to be hopeful and come alive
As i saw you slowly take your last breath

Wait it was me my dear who died a 

                   painful death