~ The Need For Her Approval ~

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What happens if she doesn't ever accept me?

Every morning she spits her horrid spite

Shunning me with every bit of her disapproval.

I'm dirty an broken, unlovable an deeply scarred,

She repeats it over until I'm weak an shaking...

Further she's pushing me as I'm made to realise

Just what it truly is I am;

A mistake within time, a fuck up since childhood,

Everything I caused upon myself

No right to ever complain or open my pathetic mouth.

She's told me what I need to do,

But I'm always a failure an sadly still here...

~ Please dont jump to assumptions about this poem, read between the lines, its not the most obvious meaning you would think. If you want to know just ask. But look between the lines...~

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