ABSTRACT THOUGHTS ⊳ TWILIGHT

13 | the pack

They imprinted on me -

❝ Eva. ❞ Sam said as he slowly made his way over, grabbing my elbow gently indicating the others that he's gonna talk to me privately.

Once near the woods away from my parents and friends, we stopped walking as I bent and crouched down. Impossible! This couldn't be happening!

❝ I know what you're thinking, and it's creeping me out as well. ❞ He said as I looked at him bewildered, this couldn't be happening!

My eyes darted around the place and stood from my crouching position, ❝ I don't understand this Sam! Is the Moon Goddess playing with us? or our senses is pranking us since our inner wolves missed each other?! ❞

He sighed, making his way towards me. He calmly rested his hand on my elbow and heave out a smile, ❝ no matter what will happen, I will always be there for you. No matter who you choose, I will support you okay? ❞

I nodded as he embraced me with a warm hug making me sigh,

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Finally, I have a time with myself.

Walking here by the woods yet near the road is the best feeling ever, it doesn't feel safe nor it doesn't scream safety. either way everything felt balanced, yet my head isn't. It's full of chaos to be exact, and it's bothering me for days already.

now that I'm thinking about it, who should I pick -

❝ hey fatty! ❞

❝ oh holy, what's up with those stretch marks screaming for help? ❞

❝ really?! black clothes?! are you gothic or something? ❞

❝ do you even know what trends mean?! ❞

I sighed, well sorry if I'm not perfect! I've been receiving those kind of comments and hate through social medias as well, but thanks to my loyal fans they stood up for me.

Though they didn't stop bothering me, the hate got more clearer and louder. And I felt my self-esteem went extremely low, I should be fighting back! I am a strong woman born to let people learn and not get affected by them!

I was about to speak a word out when a howl made the hair of my body stood up, followed by the echoing foot steps of the werewolves as they appeared out of the woods with no mercy and furious atmosphere.

I don't know what to do, but they do.

They went after to the people who threw insults at me as they screamed for mercy and help, I stood frozen on my spot. Don't get me wrong I wanted to help these people, but because I'm hungry I couldn't function that well. For short, I don't like to help them at all.

Not long after when the pack came back with their human forms and clothing on, except for t-shirt of course.

❝ babygirl, you okay? ❞ asked Paul

as Jared asked, ❝ did they hurt you, love? ❞

❝ hey beautiful, don't be affected okay? you're so much beautiful and talented! ❞ said Jacob as his grin widen, making me blush.

Quil coughed as he made his way towards me, ❝ sweetie, I'm here alright? i got you, don't worry. just be yourself and let other people swoon over your uniqueness ❞

I smiled, ❝ hey there, lovebug! don't you ever get affected by those asses! you can do more and prove more than them! you're so much better, okay? ❞ Seth said as I nodded and smiled

❝ well honey, even if you go to different style and appearances I will support you and love you. My feelings would never change, not now or soon. ❞ Embry said as I blushed and nodded,

I felt Sam's arms slither around my waist, ❝ don't ever feel self-conscious, sweetheart. you're perfect just the way you are hm? don't let other people's hatred get too much to you.❞

After all their sweet messages just made my day brighter again,

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not too long until I woke up from my slumber, I remember Sam shifting to his wolf form just for me to get to climb to him and sleep. I almost face palmed, but seriously shifted to sit after hearing Bella's voice downstairs.

I hurriedly made my down stairs as I made my hair in a messy bun just to at least make myself decent. I made my way out but stopped on my own feet when Paul recieved a loud and hard slap from Bella.

I gasp as I ran towards her and quickly latched onto her elbow to get back, she followed suit after seeing Paul shift to his form. The other members surround us as I let Bella stay still on her ground and I went over to Paul.

I whispered words to make him calm down as he went inside the woods to shift back, I went over to Bella and helped her stand giving a firm smile

❝ well, no secrets hidden. I hope you wouldn't be sharing it Bella, but let's talk about it later after we're all steady. Just go in first then we'll go after you, ❞

She nodded her head, still processing the scene that happened earlier and went clumsily inside.

I turned back to the pack as I made my decision on who I will be picking, Paul's back and fine with Sam beside him.

❝ I hope none of you will get mad after I pick this person for me to spend my life with, and to whoever you are please don't get cocky. I want everyone to be still friends, and I want equality. ❞ they nodded as I sighed and looked at each of them,

❝ I pick . . . [ character ] ❞