Warning: cheating, mental abuse, violence Ever since josh has gotten back from tour he hasn't been the same, he is ignoring me all the time every time I walk up to him, he pushes pass me and walks off, he avoids conversation by only replying with a "yes" or a "mm" I don't understand what I did. I woke up the next morning planning everything I was gonna do to make him feel better, I'm going to buy all his favourite foods, watch his favourite movies/shows,cuddle up together while drinking wine I want to get all the stress I didn't want my king to bottle it up.
Once I got everything I needed from the shops I started to drive home, I grabbed all the bags and placed them in the kitchen, I suddenly heard a banging noise coming from upstairs sounding like something was hitting the wall repeatedly, curiosity took over and wondered upstairs leaning me in front of Josh's and I's bedroom door, I hear soft moans coming from a female and low groans from the love of my life. My stomach twisted up in knots, pushing the door slowly open, the image I saw horrified me, anger fill up in me,my hands crumbling up ready to hit anyone, tears dripped off my cheeks "how fucking dare you Joshua dun" I screamed, they pulled apart from each other rapping a blanket around them. I turned around marching my way to the kitchen, grabbing the red wine drinking it straight out the bottle, I put all my weight on my right leaning against the counter, I hear movement behind me "why" I asked turning around seeing josh and the home wrecker "because you bore me now sweetie" he replied coldly, I whimpered placing my hand over my mouth tearing wetting my shirt "I needed someone new, who can actually make me happy you're useless,fat,ugly and pointless" josh said walking really close to me, I can smell the alcohol on his breath. I closed my eyes not wanting to look at his dull chocolate eyes, josh grabbed my chin harshly "look at me" he yelled in my face, I opened eyes ripping out of his tight strong then glared towards the slut. I ran straight at her pulling her to the ground, smashing her head against the hard floor "I hate you I hate you I hate you" I screamed beating her head repeatedly "I hate you" I softly cried, josh push me off her, I stand up and ran outside, looking left and right then falling to the ground crying. I didn't want to be here anymore, I feel like I'm a flame and josh is water, he poured all over me now I feel weak and dull.
