Pure Lust (For Hire #3) [R]

Chapter 50

Almira

Maayos naman ang pagbubuntis ko at malapit narin ako umalis, sa sabado na alis namin ni Jay, sinabi ko sknya na sa sabado na kami umalis so i can more spend time with my family. pumayag sya since gusto nya rin makilala ng husto ang pamilya ko kahit na sa maikling oras, he was taking care of me and when i crave? he's giving it to me, i don't crave too much i just crave with some foods like pizza? and i also crave for sweets.

“Almira!” napaupo ako sa pagkakahiga ko sa kama dahil sa narinig ko, mula 'yon sa labas kaya sumilip ako sa bintana nakita ko si Keaton sa labas ng nagwawala at tinatawag ako, ano bang kailangan nya? hindi pa ba malinaw sknya na wala ng kami at ayoko na? ayoko na dahil ayoko ng makasakit ng kahit na sino kaya pinili kong kalimutan nalang siya.

kahit na nagiwan sya ng anak, kahit ito kuntento na ako. “Almira, please. harapin mo naman ako!” he was yelling outside na harapin at kausapin ko sya the thing i don't want to, i'm okay and i don't want to see either talk to him.

Tapos na kami kaya wala na kaming dapat na pagusapan pa, after this aalis narin naman ako papuntang europe.

someone knock the door. “Almira?” its mom, bumuntong hininga ako at binuksan ito. “can i come in?” tumango ako.

i know mom will ask me about to talk to Keaton, Keaton's life were messed up and he need to fix himself by facing the truth that we can't be ever together. everyone is separating us and i don't want anyone to get hurt because of me, i want to face it. we can't be together.

“you love him?” mom asked me, of course. wala naman din magbubunga dito kung hindi ko sya mahal, sinuko ko sarili ko sknya dahil mahal na mahal ko sya and that make me bear a child, nabuo ang anak namin dito at itinatago ko sya dahil ayoko na ng gulo pa.

I want a freedom, a freedom to be happy and freedom to each other.

“so much.” i said and smiled, i love him more than else. but i should give up on the happiness that can cause me many pains, i don't want everyone had a pains. i want everyone to be happy, but how will we have a peace if there was me connected with Keaton?

they will keep bothering and hunting us if we didn't stop, that's why i choose leave him without saying any words.

“why don't you talk to him?” i cross my arms at tumayo para tignan si Keaton, he keep yelling and shouting my name outside. he won't stop, he will never stop until i came to talk to him but like what i've said? i don't want to talk to him anymore.

i sighs. “it will cause a big danger.” a danger that can be regretful one, i shouldn't have do the wrong thing and make everything right.

“but you love him--”

“but i want a peace, mom.”

that would only make everyon in peace and happy, no one choices but that thing.

in a hours passed, he didn't leave and the weather isn't good now since its raining with a strom. this is bad, i look outside and he was still there.

the fuck.

is he still okay and he's staying there? fuck. i run outside and take step to meet him of course.

“what the heck are you trying to do with yourself, Keaton Gray?! killing yourself?!” i can't control my emotions at napasigaw nalang ako sknya dahil sa mga ginagawa nyang hindi na nakakatuwa pa.

he's not funny.

“l-let's talk please?” i gave him a towel, i sighs and shake my head to him. wala na kaming paguusapan kaya di na dapat kami magusap pa, we're done right? tapos na ang anong namamagitan sa'aming dalawa.

I'm sorry, Keaton.

“Keaton, Sorry.” i apologies, thats what i can only do. i can't help him and i can't do anything, because we're done and we are not connected anymore. not again, never.

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