trust | n.h

ch 1

selena's pov

"Baby, are you excited?" My daddy asked me from the seat where the drivers sit, he watched me through the the mirror in the car.

Right now, me, mummy and daddy are in the car, we are going to see our new house! I'm going to have a new room! I love new rooms!

"Yeah! Yeah!" I cheer clapping my hands together.

"That's good! We're almost there... Only a little bit longer" said daddy changing his voice.

The whole car went quiet for a while. Then...

" PAUL, WATCH OUT!! " My mummy shouted- no- screamed.

My dad screamed and turned the steering wheel a long time... Then it went black.

"AHHHH!" I screeched shooting up from my bed, another dream... When will they end? I panted roughly and turned to my alarm clock.

As I do I feel a tear slide down my cheek. I don't know why I always have these dreams? I should've stopped a long time ago! Believe it or not there about my parents.

3:47am

Well that leaves me about 3 more hours to sleep, I guess. I slip back under my covers and slowly drift off again.

My door swung open. "Hey slutena? Can you shut the f*** up I'm trying to sleep?!" Uncle Troy rolls his eyes.

"Sorry uncle Troy.." I say not trying to make trouble, you don't want to see him when he's angry. He's a manic.

"You scream every. Single. Night. What the hells your problem? You are going to stop." He demands

"I just have bad dreams" I look up.

"What are you? Five? Grow the hell up, your eighteen and still living in your relatives house? Wow" he insults.

"I can't move out, I can't afford that right now." I snap

"Do as I say! Your leaving at 12pm pack your bags" he slams the door shut.

"NO" I fight back. It's never good when I fight back, but this is going too far.

I jump out of bed and run to the door just to be hit in the head by it, he swung the door open hitting my head.

OW

My head kills! I rub my head and open my eyes.

"DID YOU SAY NO TO ME?" uncle Troy yells gripping my hair and pulling me up. He threw me to the wall and threw his first punch.

It didn't really hurt, that was until he threw his second punch.. He punched me square in the nose and it made a huge 'CRACK'

I slid down the wall in pain. "I'm sorry" I whispered.

"You should be now get packing." He kicked me once more before exiting the room.

I sobbed, sniffled then sucked in.

I slowly stood up ignoring the vile pain.

I let out the deep breath.

I exited the room and walked slowly down the hall to the bathroom, when I walked in I immediately smelt... Pot or coccaine? Oh well, I'm used to it, Uncle Troy always was a drug dealer.

I looked the throughout the cabinet and finally found some painkillers.

I put a few in my mouth and gulped it down by the tap water. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. yuk. disgusting.

Ever since Aunty Iris passed away he hasn't been the same, he's more violent, he's an effing druggo!

I had a look at my nose, nothing seems to be wrong with it, I may have just moved it out of place then moved it back in, I don't know.

I threw my hair in a messy bun and headed to my bedroom, I changed into my outfit of the day.

I do have a job... At sainsburys... Don't you judge me! I had to get it secretly because uncle troy wouldn't let me get a job, he wants me to grow up poor.

[a/n: sainsburys is a grocery store in England]

I knelt down and pulled out my suitcase and started packing, this'll take no time. What I have on now, is pretty much the only outfit I really have, I have a few mid drifts and shorts but... Yeah, it's a little too cold for them.

I wouldn't call myself a 'slut', I'm really not.

Since we're here I'm gonna tell you stuff about me:

I dropped out of high school in year 11 because of bullying and so on, I had no friends, but now I have two. they aren't my friends, they're sisters to me,

we are absolutely inseprable. They're names are Alysha And Tess.

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When I'd finished packing my bag I checked the time...

6:02am

God damn. What am I going to do now? Wait? Where am I going to live!? what am I gonna eat? I can't travel to work on the train without money?

I'm screwed.

I started to ring Alysha.

Riing riing... Riing riing-

"Hello?" Alysha's voice beamed from the other end. She's so happy it actually hurts, why can't I be happy?

"Hi Aly" I sniff.

"Selena!? What's wrong? Please tell me?! I'm worrying a lot now, are you okay?" Alyshas voice grows nervous.

"I'm fine- well I'm not fine at all, but I need a favor..." I bite my lip slowly crossing my fingers.

"Sure anything?" She says more in a questioning form.

"I need a place to stay for a while..." I close my eyes tight shut, waiting for the answer.

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How was that ?! I'm really worried you all will hate it!

Oh and by the way, my names Alex. I'm a really bad writer. Just gonna point that out. If you could PLEASE comment how I can improve my writing.

Don't be shy, I LOVE YOUUU

-Alex ♡