ALWAYS || ☆DOJAE & TAETEN FANFIC☆

To wonder

I told Kun that we should head of to the class without Taeyong

"We'll be heading off first" Kun said

"Ill catch up to you later" Taeyong said assuring us

We started walking off to our classsroom, i slightly turned my head

Taeyong was chatting with Doyoung, and they started playing around

I never knew why I liked Doyoung, it just one day that it occured to me when i saw him smiling for the first time when Taeyong was making jokes on him, I loved that smile of his since that day but i never had made it once to him, we weren't close thats why, its a pity that Taeyong was the only one that could make him smile like that, and i coudnt..

"Its a shame we weren't able to help him..we just stood there like cowards.." Kun said breaking me from my thoughts

I didnt reply

Me and Kun liked the same guy , and he never told me the reason why, he just suddenly admitted to Taeyong that he likes his friend, Taeyong being the protective friend he is, told Kun jokingly to back off, but he secretly suports me with Doyoung, because he once told me that i was first, but me and Kun agreed that we'll not hold a grunge on each other since we all know that none of us would even dared to make a move on him

We arrived inside the classroom, and students would start to stare at us, me being used to it just ignored but Kun still wasnt used to it, glared at those students i told him to stop it and he did, we seated side by side, Kun being the one next to the window

Minutes later Taeyong got in and seated at the our back

"You both are such a pity" he blurted out "you could've had helped him, i had to wait for either of you to make the move, but again i did it, as always.."

"You already know that would never happen right?" I say as a matter of fact tone

"Im still hoping though.." He sighed "well whatever, i just concluded that both of you are such cowards"

I just laughed in reply to ease the mood, but Kun just silently stared at the window

After classes ended we head off to our usual hang out, we would play around and enjoyed each others company that's what i loved to do every weekdays, spending time with them, even if i cant hang out yet talk to Doyoung, I still have my friends with me

But not until my parents filed a divorce, because my Mom just realized that dad has been cheating on her with some Chinese woman and its not only that, they had a son which my dad kept from us for fifteen years already, so it meant that we have the same age, I locked myself inside my room, i put my earphones on and listened to the music, i hate hearing them, cursing each other, it makes me sick.

I wasn't able to sleep that night, thinking about my parents, that woman, and the child,

If that thing was never born it wouldnt be this worst, I thought to myself

me and my mom thought it was okay, but the fact that, my dad is still seeing that woman and supporting the child it just made everything worst!

It is said that he or she goes to the same school as i am, fuck this

Its been three days since my mom left the house, she left me with my dad, and to fend for my life inside this horrible mansion of this discusted family

I never got out of my room since mom left, i tried contacting her but she wouldn't answer

I never gave up as i kept on dialing her number, when to my suprise, she picked up