JUSTINS pov
It's been a couple of months and I'm getting sicker everytime, I don't want to tell Raegan that I'm hurting but, I think I should.
Raegans pov
I think Justin is so so funny.like, he thinks I don't notice him constantly hurting, he thinks he doesn't notice how hard it is for me, he thinks I don't care, well I do. I'm hurting SOOO bad you, I, can't.
JUSTINS pov
I knew one of us had to talk so I raise my voice and speak to raegan.
Raegan?
Raegans pov
Yeah, I said trying not to break down, oh wait already happend.
j J J J Justin y y y you cant leave me, what am I supposed to do, I mean I don't I I just I don't I mean I I, I can't handle this pressure this constant pain that won't go away, I i mean I don't just dont leave me, you don't deserve this like please, I don't want you to leave.
Justins pov
I was about to cry, so I ran up to the room. And I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself, I don't make a sound but my eyes scream out help, and I start to struggle to hold myself back, from thrusting my head straight though The Fucking glass, now I'm losing control it's getting harder to breath, I need raegan, I can't breath. I can't breath I can't RAEGAN,HELP ME, RAEGAN I CAN'T BREATH RAEGAN PLEASE RAEGAN IM SCARED RAEGAN HURRY, RAEGAN I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE RAE, PLEASE HELP, me Rae. Please help me Rae, ... p...l...e... me,
Raegan pov
Justin was all I could think about. The times we had together were playing in my mind like a movie, but I got interrupted by Justin. Screaming. I thought to myself is this it, am I actually gonna lose him, I ran up to our room finding him having a seizure,. JUSTIN.
Justins pov
raegan, please help,.
Raegans pov
I couldn't help him not this time, it was too hard for me, I knew I had to speak to him though,
Justin, I'm sorry for letting you down I'm sorry for being an ass I'm sorry for being your boyfriend I'm sorry for hurting you I'm sorry that I can't do anything about you, i'm sorry I came in to your life and I'm sorry, that I ruined your life. After I finished that Justin stopped, I knew something was up so I take him to the hospital.
Time skip, sorry
Doctors pov
Yep, Justins clear, he is fine,.
Justins pov
Raegan, let's go home.
Raegans pov
Babe we need to pick up the kids,
Justins pov, let's go home go live then pick them up while we get dinner, ok.
They got home and went on Younow,.
Justins pov
We go on you now,
Hey guys how are y'all doing. Of course no one answered it's normal we asked them questions and they answer with kiss or smash or pass, but there was one comment that particulary stood out to me, it said, hey guys I'm a big fan, I wanted to know how much I appreciate you guys and that you have helped me through so so so much in life and I just wanted to say thank you so so much, so I decided to read that one out and that person freaked, we asked to guess the person and we did.
Raegans pov
I was focusing on Justins neck when all of a sudden were guesting someone, and you could hear there voice OMG I love you guys you guys mean the world to me, and Justin had the brightest smile on his face, he was crying so he turned around and hugged me while he cried, and the person I think there name was Nick, and Nick freaked out going sorry did I do something and Justin smiled and said yeah you made me happy, no one has ever made me happy, and there you heard it folks I don't make Justin Drew Blake happy.
Justin pov
I just realised what I said, the words rang through my head I felt sick I started to freak out, I don't know what I did, but I shook it off and talked to Nick, he was a really good singer and I said something I would regret, Omfg Nick your singing is soo good it's way better than Raegans, and raegan had a face of full on hurt, and mostly hurt on his face,. After I said that I said goodbye to Nick and ended the broadcast, raegan, im sorry.
Raegans pov
I'm not gonna cry cause what's the point, if I can't make Justin laugh for being me, then what's the point of being here, no no raegan think positive, No no no babe its ok, I said, those words that came out of my mouth was a complete lie but of course Justin didn't need to know that, I felt millions of knives going through me, I hated lying to justin so I said Na it's OK, and I went to bed, no kiss no good night I just left and slept on the couch.
Justins pov
FUCK SHIT FRACK no, I should've shut up, but no I didn't, I stood on the spot I was standing until 3:00 am until I decided to go say sorry to raegan again. I went to where he was sleeping I kissed him even though he was asleep I said, Raegan IM so so sorry for saying that about you. Your my baby my world my life my oxygen my tree, u give me air without you I have none, me and you raegan are music notes, our love is like music notes, once you find the right two notes that sound great they make, music, god dam we make music Raegan I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, and that I never meant to hurt you in anyways, I love you so so so much Rae. Or daddy.
Raegans pov
I heard justin and after he said daddy, I pulled him in for a kiss, he was on top if me and I was under him, I knew he wanted to go further cause he wouldn't stop touching rozzle (😂) I picked him up. And I slammed him against the wall and I kissed him. And our friend hickey mouse came back bye The time I gave Justin that he was a moaning mess, so I ate him out I licked and I touched his g spot he was enjoying it soo much and so was I, without thinking I slammed into him. Him still on the wall and fucked him, I pushed 2 fingers in his clit rubbing them around making sure he would have an amazing orgasm, I wanted him to squirt so I shoved 2 more fingers in him, by this time he was moaning and screaming he said he was close so I kept doing it and he cummed, I cummed, inside of him and I kept fucking wit MA fingers and he squirted screaming my name.
They had a shower and went to sleep Justin on top of me and me on the bottom,
Justins pov
raegan, Never let me go, I love you soo much,.
Raegans pov
Justin what about the kids,
JUSTINS pov
Babe they can wait,
Raegans pov
Well pick them up tommorow OK, baby boy.
JUSTINS pov
Ok daddy.
Raegans pov
Night
JUSTINS pov
Night,
Next morning
Justins pov
Morning babe
Raegans pov
Morning baby, boy.
Hru. ( how are you)
Justins pov.
I'm good let get breakfast I'm hungry,.
So raegan got up and headed down to the kitchen, justin started getting up but he couldn't,
Justins pov
I started crying, the pain was unbearable, BABE.
Raegans pov
Yeah,
Justins pov
I can't my stomach hurts and I can't walk baby,. Help,
Raegans pov
Ok, I'll come up and get you,
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I'll upload again Dw, oh and BTW I entered this book In the wattys. Wish me luck.
I have decided to upload on Tuesday's and 2 random days, ILYSFM guys thanks for making this possible. Xxx. - Justin 💕 stay tuned for and other update, I have some juicy stuff coming.
